it's been four days that i have not seen him....i thought he just lazy to come or anything.....but when i saw his blog, writing that he is changing school, one more haircut....i saw it with ashtonishment.....why is that to be happen??why he is changing school??i don know....totally blank in my mind...it is better that he let me see him one last time, but it was too late, he's gone....besides, im out of the gang too, im not with choi mun, diana, wai mun, pei ting yean nee, chi yan they all....why??i don know since when i was not talking to them anymore..they do not need me anymore....whowants my caring...what they saying...im totally out of it...im look so tiny, tiny until that they can't see me....i think if someday im gone, there is no one realised that.sometimes, i was thinknig what i have done??did i done something wrong or i irritate them??actually the problems is the distance between us...what i wish for is to be always simple and nice.....i don't want loneliness appears in my life anymore....not now.....
