mei zhe

mei zhe is a girl who really loves to dance in hip hop style, or shuffle. she is good in this.wat a active person. she is looking good person.she really love to drop some jokes on others.i really love her so much. and remember last year, when i celebrated my belated birthday, she sent me a present which is green in colour.i love green.always green. although she is one year older than me, she still my precious friend.and i always love to said that she looks like some idols when i saw her.haha.she loves to listen some hip hop song, i love to listen, either.my sis, chi chi, always love to bully her. so i called her as BIG BULLY TWINS!!!haha..she is my beloved sister too.mei zhe, always be happy and love ya.!!oh yaa, and the most important thing is u have your SPM next year but just get prepared now before regret!!think before you leap!!erm...why sounds just like a frog...haha weird...

look the steps that left behind

ahh!!finally i have finish studying my kh because tomorrow i have the exam!!i refer to kh notes which is written since i was in form 1. i looked at it and felt the way that i have gone through many things and realize that my handwriting is worse!!haha...now my handwriting is even better and my thoughts mature too.i used to write to my best friends, diana, mun, wai mun, hui mun, and lots more...i still have their reply letter because it can keeps me from forget them and it was a memorable thing..and of course, everyone has admire someone,me, either.it taken me for three years and now i have let go everything and i know the feeling, i felt freedom. but today, surprisingly, i saw someone that i have not seen him for ages, so i called him as chicken little.he reallly look like a chicken little, and my friends said that the way he ran, he laughed, he talked, is just completely look like the chicken little.my urinary bladder can't store my urine any longer, so i decided go to toilet in rush, at that moment, he came down from the stairs and talking to his friends, remember last time when i saw him, i would run away, but now, i won't have the feeling. i think he saw me, but i still dare not look at him but just pretend to look somewhere.ya , is really long that never see him, he still charming, he still a funny guy, he still him. but friends that always beside him are gone, i said before friends would not be forever. don't get cheated when your friend write to you "friends forever", haha, trust me, is just the word which are never make it promise..i would not surprised to happen this because im used to it.

wish to be

pheww!!!finally just have finish my bm and moral exam and now i can rest and barely to breath, peacefully.haihz...just felt sorry for choi mun, i should not scold her like that instead of console her. but that time i was really angry, why now she still like him?? i have give her enough time to make herself comfortable but she still said that he hurts her...omg... without man, woman can survive!!!hello!!this is not the normal thoughts that man is important to woman, without men, women still can do what they like instead of lose their own freedom!!!i hate that!!i can understand the feeling of breaking up with someone but life still have to go on rite??we cannot just stand here do nothing..we should do something that is meaningful,life will be more excited, but not this....we are still small, we don't know what is love at all, is just like a puppy love..she said i have no rights to tell her what to do...she hurts me...what she feel now is what i feel too.and because i have taste the pain, i would not hope anyone repeat my mistakes. i don know what is love at all, i had do wrong decision. really..

fake to me

someone really drive me crazy...she asked me what praveen said is that truth or not.wont she just realize that she make me have the feeling of hatred....what the pain tat i suffer is more than she does. she is so selfish without thinking of anyone.something happened and make me and her like enemy now...i just came back from toilet with jess and i heard someone called me. i turned around and looked at her, she told me that teacher asked us to do the kesan or the punca of destroying the environment in one group.so i was count in their group. i would not like in the same group as they were but i have to .when i was giving all the points that i tried the best, all the buddies of mine were calling me, i feel im safe, and free now. when i was just want to go there and help them in their points, the girl who drive me crazy look at me. she don like my buddies at all cause she thought they are failure, they are not smart. but my thoughts are more better than her thoughts. when i was with them, i was more comfortable than with her. she was wrong. she can't judge a book by its cover. she don know me at all although she was my best friend. i am so disappointed and don't know her, either. please give me a chance to let me freedom.i wont see her if the end year exam ends.