fragile.

Today is a bad day.
Had a bad dreams lately.
Maybe is because my sisters not with me.

Dam.
The room is spacious enough for now.
Hate that,really.

As usual.
Helped my dad to do some stuffs.
Helped my mom to cook.

Haha.
Seriously.
Digging out the organs from the chicken is so sickening.
Giving my mom a clap.lol.

So tired.
I can barely open my eyes.
And my body temperature is increasing.
Okay.
Just a temporary fever.

For who-knows-how-many-hours later,
I woke up and felt hungry.
Had my dinner, My Favourite~~

Then Annita called.
She said she'll be coming to my house.
Cause Soniya is sick.
And probably not coming to tuition with us.

SHE'S SICK.
Honestly, I just felt so left out.
My best friend is sick.
And yet i don't know what;s going on.

What kind of friend am i?
Maybe she's right.
I don't see her.
Even she's just inches away from me.

I.L.Y.

gosh..if my babe sees this.
he would be blushing all the way.<3

YES.he's mine already!!:DD
I'm glad the pain time has passed.
Love him at first,
it's like cutting my own heart.
Now.He loves me back.
I'm feeling alive.

OUR FIRST DATE;DD
No couple shirts.
No couple rings.
No taking pictures like others would do.
No romantic place for dinner.

BUT.
i have something more important than these.
and that's him.
Is okay that we're not wearing couple shirts.
Because we are already a couple.
Is okay we don't have couple rings.
As long as you still loves me.
Is okay we don;t have pictures of ours.
Because it'll be more later until i have to buy an album.
Is okay that having dinner in a simple place.
As long as i can see you,
That's the best place.best one.

I love the way we hold hands.
I love the way we hug.
I love the we kissed then blushed right away.

And most of all.
I Love You.

I really wish that.
You won't forget our promises.<3

helpless

please help me.
i feel left out.
seriously..
I'm really a girl who lives in her own world.