happy birthday to you:)

hey you, happy birthday.
I really want to wish you today.
but i don have the guts.
where i'll remember everything happpened last year at the same day.

i don want to make anything more complicated.
not anymore.

movie time

my current favorite movie:)

FYI, favorite not because is something alike to my story,

but it just awesome:)

rate this 7.7 out of 10:D

movie time

who knows.

It's August.

summertime and rainy days at the same time?:)

happy birthday to all August babies!:D

oh, and him of course:)

just went back from somewhere and I think he had great fun there.

met some new interesting friends of course.

I hope he's fine and everything's fine.

hmmm..

the piano exam is coming very soon.

It's gonna be on next Tuesday.

venue is at Shah Alam Wave Blue Hotel.

I don know how to describe how I feel.

but yet what I know is,

I'm really want this so much.

to finish what I've started.

I remember when I was a kid,

I don't really know what piano was really for.

not when I saw my sister playing it,

sounds came out rhythmically,

that's the time when I know the real purpose of it.

It's for entertainment ,

or you can say accompaniment for singing.

I can say it's my " emotions releasing machine".

when I feel something,

my hands just want to touch the surface of the keys and press it.

"ding.." there, the sound just produced.

when I feel angry,

the tone is more to a mess, untidy, rushing and fast tempo.

when I miss someone,

every beat of it is like flowing water,

played like Chopin.

I really hate and like playing at the same time.

well, it's common.

no perfection exists in this world,

not you want to be an alien, or robot or some creatures heh:D

I see things more,

and learn understanding, explaining, valuing.

people always remain good or focus,

when they discovered something that is not what they expected.

and when they discovered , like finally.

they just let the final results freeze,

and never ever bothers it.

this same goes to human being behavior and act.

what I wanna do is,

i want to create something,

that makes great impact on other people's life.

at the same time on mine.

I want to create something unforgettable,

unpredictable,

add some mysteries alike teasers,

and something people will feel and agree.

I don't know what's my future is,

but what i know is,

when I'm asked to give some ideas and create something.

I just feel the whole world is magical and exciting.

my mind and soul right now,

completely hand in to my own future.

only this,

nothing else is on my mind.

which I'm glad:)

being stressed.

I'm really stress up right now.

every nerves in my body is like flowing vigorously.

I can't sleep well and even suddenly awake at late nights.

kind of bothers me that I have to face the biggest challenge.

I have face my fear,

which is my piano exam gonna coming soon in two weeks time.

I'm not really ready for it.

when I play it,

I don't feel it.

and when I feel to play it,

it doesn't sound like what it should be.

aiks.

this is completely a disaster.

plus, it's 8th grade.

I have to pass , and parents keep nagging and pressuring.

omg..

my head is going to burst burst burst..