who knows.

It's August.

summertime and rainy days at the same time?:)

happy birthday to all August babies!:D

oh, and him of course:)

just went back from somewhere and I think he had great fun there.

met some new interesting friends of course.

I hope he's fine and everything's fine.

hmmm..

the piano exam is coming very soon.

It's gonna be on next Tuesday.

venue is at Shah Alam Wave Blue Hotel.

I don know how to describe how I feel.

but yet what I know is,

I'm really want this so much.

to finish what I've started.

I remember when I was a kid,

I don't really know what piano was really for.

not when I saw my sister playing it,

sounds came out rhythmically,

that's the time when I know the real purpose of it.

It's for entertainment ,

or you can say accompaniment for singing.

I can say it's my " emotions releasing machine".

when I feel something,

my hands just want to touch the surface of the keys and press it.

"ding.." there, the sound just produced.

when I feel angry,

the tone is more to a mess, untidy, rushing and fast tempo.

when I miss someone,

every beat of it is like flowing water,

played like Chopin.

I really hate and like playing at the same time.

well, it's common.

no perfection exists in this world,

not you want to be an alien, or robot or some creatures heh:D

I see things more,

and learn understanding, explaining, valuing.

people always remain good or focus,

when they discovered something that is not what they expected.

and when they discovered , like finally.

they just let the final results freeze,

and never ever bothers it.

this same goes to human being behavior and act.

what I wanna do is,

i want to create something,

that makes great impact on other people's life.

at the same time on mine.

I want to create something unforgettable,

unpredictable,

add some mysteries alike teasers,

and something people will feel and agree.

I don't know what's my future is,

but what i know is,

when I'm asked to give some ideas and create something.

I just feel the whole world is magical and exciting.

my mind and soul right now,

completely hand in to my own future.

only this,

nothing else is on my mind.

which I'm glad:)

being stressed.

I'm really stress up right now.

every nerves in my body is like flowing vigorously.

I can't sleep well and even suddenly awake at late nights.

kind of bothers me that I have to face the biggest challenge.

I have face my fear,

which is my piano exam gonna coming soon in two weeks time.

I'm not really ready for it.

when I play it,

I don't feel it.

and when I feel to play it,

it doesn't sound like what it should be.

aiks.

this is completely a disaster.

plus, it's 8th grade.

I have to pass , and parents keep nagging and pressuring.

omg..

my head is going to burst burst burst..

gahee:DD

I love running,
so this is my favourite activity during my one month holiday:)
oh and my relationship with my old friend is getting closer.
I'm so happy:D

being fat is a symbol of happiness.
but the this is not the actual one, I think.
because for me,
being fat is a symbol of stress and not adapt to the new environment.

ahhhhhhh. Im a fatty now, haha:DD

Hello again

I'm currently preparing for my end term exam.

I hate myself doing this,

because I will become the version of ignorant and depression of myself.

stress is what I have right now.

But it keeps me working ahead, so I guess I have no authority to take that awayXD

My friends would be thinking that they were not really cherished.

Well, that's not true.

Business is the problem so I don think I can explain much.

Another thing, I hate explaining.
Well I don't mind unless you have the heart to accept what I say.

If you don't, sorry to say.
I don't give a damn.

Hectic life as usual,

not only for me, for people, human being, whatever:D

It feels good to do something that you never done once in your life,

and learn something that almost unbelievably incredible.

EEk, I don't like facebook.
Hate it.

NO privacy, hate it.

It's like you want to have a simple conversation with your friends,

the whole world know the contents .

Isn't that a little interfering other people's business?

I guess I might wanna date guys who can make pastry.

Just joking, finding some way to learn to bake though.

I find cupcakes intriguing when I watched D.C cupcakes at channel 711.

It was like so tempting.

Plus, I want to learn how to do sushi.

I made it once in Guo Zhang's house ,

now I've completely forgot how to do it.pffft.

okay okay.

I don't know why I'm still posting up when I should be studying.
well now, it's time to say goodbye.

and round 2! I'm coming:)

end term's coming soon.

I'm so nervous right now.
i hope that i can score out of what I expected.
I'm going make myself proud and never fail.
Strive to the end baby!

Woots!

wish me luck

tomorrow is the day.
going to have my driving test.
what i need is a little bit of luck,
and i'll do at my very best:)

this time,
i have to pass my driving test,
this time, for sure.

god bless me,
let things happen in flow,
without any obstacles.

and yea,
im going to boost up the confidence,
i haveto know what im doing,
and i have to know,
i am the one who control the car,
not the car make me nervous and acting stupidly.

woosh! kampade!