it's fun

it's fun actually.

when you start facing your first assignment.

i believe that will cause my face growing more pimples.

but i have to say that,

my classmates are people who is just like me.

funky. happy. crazy. love games.

we get to know each other very fast.

introduction comes first,

then there's alot of talking going on.

well, i have to say.

great life.

still finding some good friendship in college:)

you know, that's what it calls.

eyes pain.

it's like something burnong inside,

when i close my eyes,

more worse:/

so nowadays busy about college.

had one week for orientation.

next week starts our programme.

finally:)

but i'm still not get used to the surroundings.

new people, new place, new friends.

imagine you're alone facing all this.

and sometime when it comes to introduction.

there is awkward moment i suppose.

but anyway,

i really have to get used to it eventhough im scared.

because this is the place i may spent 4 years.

yeah, four years.

it's good to start anyway,

there will be more paper works,

that keeping me busy all the time,

and i'm ready to take any challenges.

and do the best that shows initiative and leadership:)

good!

add oil:D

just wanna say hi.

and wanna know how do you do:)

weeee.

hehs.
i shop for clothes more than one.
bought new clothes,
bought new shoes,
give my hair a haircut and dyed,
everything changed:)

ready to say hi to 2011.
and ready to go for college:)
and i really have to drive,
soon:)

oh oh,
new year's coming ppl:)
have a blast in everyday:D

i wish i can celebrate with you in new year's eve,
which another impossibles:)

busy is real good.

nowadays being busy about the driving lessons.
my dad keep nagging me,
so i have to take it and complete it as fast as possible.

another hand for college.
I'm choosing foundation in mass communication.
this one will be using one year to finish.
although is a short time to degree.
but must have lots of efforts and will be rushing all the time.
and all the projects, course work and all,
will be making me busy,
which is very suitable for me.
clear my mind, is what i have to do:)

and.
i'm taking back my piano class now,
my teacher told me that i have to speed up.
cause its the last grade and have to be serious.
the exam is coming soon,
so its hard and need more hard work.
similarly, my teacher told me that i have to take double class.
so, yea.
how pathetic it is:D

hmmm..
guess what.
everytime when i sleep,
there's no more dreams occurs.
well, rarely.

cause i'm so tired,
just thinking of sleeping will do but no others.
but sometimes i really wanna chat.
ask that if you're happy or getting well.
but i know,
deep in my heart,
i can't find any possibilities.
and this is it,
i'm still moving on.

i missed you,
cause i can't find a place where i can see you anymore.

owkay

so this is it,
I'm back:)
back from Taiwan which is so freaking cold,
but overall is okay.

so there is some special things that i wanna share.
and this is about moral:)
you know taiwanese nowadays are so friendly.
that malaysian should learn.
even the toilets at anywhere,
you can see, its clean.

the occupation they have been doing are the serving one.
as you can see that they have practice how to be good in manners.

and they are not lazy.
they rather walk instead of calling cab:/
not like us,
we're just so tired:D

plus, my mom keep asking me to carry the duffel bag around.
gosh, that was heavy like one person.
and the weather is cold,
i wear until like you can't see my face:D

and we keep changing hotels,
so we can see that different type of service.
and their 7 eleven is cool.
and is everywhere.
they have those maggies from korea and japan.
oh, and from their own country.
so you will see that all the clothes and shoes labeled-made in taiwan.
cool right?

and they have so many night markets.
and it's very cheap!
nice and cheap!good:)
and i saw many good-looking guys:))
uh, this is too good to meXD

okay.
hmmm..i guess thats all?
OH!!

forgot to wish all my friends!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
it's a new chapter for me:)
i wish everything thing that i do,
can complete my life full of happiness:)

ciao!

p.s. sorry no pics, because it's too ugly:)

last chapter?

last chapter doesn't mean is the end,
i know someday,
i still believe in miracles,
that even he's not somewhere i can see anymore,

at least,
i know how to say goodbye:)


and,
for me,
that's the end.

heh.

yes, i want to be pretty again.

and yes,

i'm gonna take my best look to see you again:)