all i can say is.

get the hell out of my life.

cloudy day.

I don know where to start but i'm really tired of seeing my family quarrels.
i'm so tired whenever i'm back home.
i have to look them quarreling again and again.
Mid term is coming soon.
i'm not prepared anything.
yet i'm still sitting down here and updating my blog.
HOW SMART I AM.

oh.another thing.
my bestie just set me a new name.
its----SOTONG FACE

hmph.

HATE HIM.XDD

nowadays i can't sleep really well.
cause my sister's friends stay overnight.
my house is no longer spacious.
so i have to be squeeze myself to sleepXD

p.s. I really do have a sweet smile??XDD

sick of it.

I've been thinking bout you for so many days,
I've been asking everyone's help to make my day,
I've been doing the same thing the whole day,
and now,
I'm so tired.

My mind is blank,
All the memories about you and me,
Take all parts of me,
Makes me even more weary.

I know I'm avoiding,
But sometimes i just can't help it,
I have to talk to you,
I have to see you,
But this,
will make me feel afraid of getting hurt.

Loving in one side,
Not once, but twice,
Feelings have to hide,
when you talked about your precious,
Faking a smile,
That's the hardest thing to do.

I need a hug from someone else,
Never been so lonely,
Never been so cold,
I have to close my eyes,
Force myself not thinking about you,
And that,
makes me feel tired too.