sick of it.

I've been thinking bout you for so many days,
I've been asking everyone's help to make my day,
I've been doing the same thing the whole day,
and now,
I'm so tired.

My mind is blank,
All the memories about you and me,
Take all parts of me,
Makes me even more weary.

I know I'm avoiding,
But sometimes i just can't help it,
I have to talk to you,
I have to see you,
But this,
will make me feel afraid of getting hurt.

Loving in one side,
Not once, but twice,
Feelings have to hide,
when you talked about your precious,
Faking a smile,
That's the hardest thing to do.

I need a hug from someone else,
Never been so lonely,
Never been so cold,
I have to close my eyes,
Force myself not thinking about you,
And that,
makes me feel tired too.