uh.merdeka.

Today is Merdeka.
obviously, holiday ;D
i was sleeping like a dead person.
feeling hugged by Him.
but a knock on the door ruined it all.
my mom came in and woke me up.

I had breakfast with my family,
as usual, i eat alot;D
my babe might be still sleeping,
so didn't plan to msg him.

after a few hours,
i sent him a morning message.
thanks to him,
i have a Bunch of nick names right now=.=
The first time he called me: Mushroom head.
Second, he called me: Sotong face.
Third , he called me: fatty Andd Flat.
Fourth, a little better, well actually worse,
he called me : elephant.
hehs. but i just love him playing around with me.
i supposed this is how we communicate right?;DD

well. i was planning to ask him out,
but he probably couldn't.
so just drop it and get over with,
although i'm a little disappointed.

Sometimes, relationship doesn't gives you happiness only.
it's not always the "honeymoon" period.
Sometimes. i even have to endure the loneliness.
And even sometimes blaming him for not caring much.

well.trials coming.
part of the subjects are handled.i think.
just a few subjects are a no-no for me.
so i guess i have to go study now.
in case I'll regret for something.
Effort is what i need.
I don want my results to be like a piece of trash.

There is no ample time for me right now.
Two weeks to go.
So ciao:D

So close.

You're in my arm,
And all the world is calm,
The music playing on for only two,
So close together ,
And when i'm with you,
So close to feeling alive.
A life goes by,
Romantic dreams will stop,
So i bid mine goodbye and never knew,
So close was waiting, waiting here with you.
And now, forever i know.
All that i wanted to hold you.
So close.

So close,
to reaching the famous happy ending,
Almost believing this was not pretend,
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come.
So far,
we are,
So close.

How could i face the faceless days,
if i should have lose you?
We're so close,
to reaching the famous happy ending,
Almost believing this was not pretend,
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are,
So close,
So close,
and still so far.