Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real.
Mad because I don't know how you feel.
Upset because we can't make it right.
Sad because I need you day and night.
Angry because you won't take my hand.
Aggravated because you don't understand.
Disappointed because we can't be together,
but still I'll love you forever.

took it from facebook.,
but still,
so true;D

art is life.

just had my science tuition with ashley and jess;D
hmmm, nowadays reading a novel,
which entitled" Dear john"
i'm reading this not because i'm too bored,
it's just something so special about this book;D

the girl named, Savannah Lynn Curtis.
the guy named, John Tyree.
well, there's this part which i love the most.

it's a letter,
" i stare at the ranch as evening settles in.It's the first night of the full moon,and for me, the memories will come.They always do.I hold my breath as the moon begins its slow rise over the mountain, its milky glow edging just over the horizon.
She pauses and crosses her arms,glancing over her shoulder to make sure no one has followed her.Finallly, she seems relax.And then i feel as if i'm witnessing a miracle,as ever so slowly she raises her face toward the moon.And for the briefest instant,ir almost feels like we're together again."

GIVE PATIENCE READING.
anyway.
i want to dye my hair after SPM.
I can't wait.
and i want to buy a new plaid,
and some dress.

get ready to look different;)
good news huh.
since everyone start saying that i'm pretty;D
hahaha!!!;DD

or i'll put on lens,
so i don't have to wear spectacles?
but it'll probably need time to used to it.
cause to tell you the truth,
i'm not a fan of lens;D

I WANT A NEW SWIMSUIT!!
i can't wait to swim again.
like i want to dive in and feel the water brushing all over my body parts.
and like i'm in the world which is not related to the real one.

there's alot of bad things happened nowadays,
but still i'm strong to get over with.

oh.
and i like Taylor Swift's new song.
Last Kiss.
you should listen to that song,
it's so true and so real,
like i said,
Art is life, where life is art.

you know something,but still you choose to ignore.

you know i don;t like being alone in a dark room.

you used to tell me,

think about everything bout you and me.

how we met,

how we became someone special for each other.

it did worked out;D

but now,

everything changed.

that would be a nightmare,

every night wishing that i won't be thinking bout it.

it hurts.

you know this would happen.

but you told me you choose to ignore.

you know you would leave me.

but you choose to lie.

i'm sensitive,

i know.

all i'm having is just pain.

when it's quiet.

it will be the worst moment for me.

because i miss you.

i know,

what's with you.

guiltiness.

i have no regrets,luckily.

people always get what they wanted when they really putting effort in it.
I'm just the one of them;)

i got A for my moral and maths.
i have to admit that i was so happy when i got to know the news;)
so it's the same thing going round,
you give efforts,
that's what you deserved.

at the same time,
it's been a hard week for me.
my parents are not here with me,
while I'm still having trials.

but I get a chance to do something which i seldom do.
COOKING.
cooking is fun;D
you just have to take ingredients and cook whatever you like.
the best thing is ,
I am improving my cooking skills;DD
proud of myself;D

i must work out after trials,
thinking that my bones are harder and harder day by day.
i should swim again.
so that i can make my body flexible.
and let my mind clear at all times;)

i have to go and practice accounts,
since i always get a B for that dam subject.
guess i better get going.
before i regret,
once again;D

it's time to wake up.

it's not the end.
being single,
is just so great;DD

hope my life won;t be lifeless anymore,
cause i'm gonna start adding color ;)

Had a great time with my best friend,Choi Mun.

She called me this morning and said,

she wants to come to my house,

watch movie;DD

We watched drama,

the funny ones.

It's quite fun watching drama with friends,

trust me.

you will start to hate watching drama alone;D

She is the girl.

That i will always give support.

When there is any unfortunate happens.

Not because i love this friend the most,

it's just that the way she thinks,

every part of her,

is just like me.

We ate alot this afternoon while we were watching drama.

Wacky time;DD

it was raining just now.

great weather;D

and a perfect time to start wonder.

if there is a miracle.

it's just a temporary,

to let me forget the pain.