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so this is it,
I'm back:)
back from Taiwan which is so freaking cold,
but overall is okay.

so there is some special things that i wanna share.
and this is about moral:)
you know taiwanese nowadays are so friendly.
that malaysian should learn.
even the toilets at anywhere,
you can see, its clean.

the occupation they have been doing are the serving one.
as you can see that they have practice how to be good in manners.

and they are not lazy.
they rather walk instead of calling cab:/
not like us,
we're just so tired:D

plus, my mom keep asking me to carry the duffel bag around.
gosh, that was heavy like one person.
and the weather is cold,
i wear until like you can't see my face:D

and we keep changing hotels,
so we can see that different type of service.
and their 7 eleven is cool.
and is everywhere.
they have those maggies from korea and japan.
oh, and from their own country.
so you will see that all the clothes and shoes labeled-made in taiwan.
cool right?

and they have so many night markets.
and it's very cheap!
nice and cheap!good:)
and i saw many good-looking guys:))
uh, this is too good to meXD

okay.
hmmm..i guess thats all?
OH!!

forgot to wish all my friends!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
it's a new chapter for me:)
i wish everything thing that i do,
can complete my life full of happiness:)

ciao!

p.s. sorry no pics, because it's too ugly:)

last chapter?

last chapter doesn't mean is the end,
i know someday,
i still believe in miracles,
that even he's not somewhere i can see anymore,

at least,
i know how to say goodbye:)


and,
for me,
that's the end.

heh.

yes, i want to be pretty again.

and yes,

i'm gonna take my best look to see you again:)

not just for now, but for always.

you know,
some people, they are afraid to face the fact that they don't wish to be.
and some people who will just do anything to get rid of someone they are afraid of.
but do you know,
when the time you really miss them,
or need to see them.
it's so hard to get back.

some couples,
1st month till 3rd,
in a honeymoon period.
people call it,
love is in the air.
but i call it.
"temporary sweets":D
you know..there are many couples who are scared of losing each other.
so the way of solving it is,
they don't want to think about it.
and they started to ignore.
hmm.i guess that's the best way for them?

and time is a killer.
work is a killer.
why say so?
for example, you can only see your loves one once a week, a month, or a year,
is your love is as deep as the ocean?

working is really good,
to keep you distracted.
and to make you forget the pain of losing someone:)
but when everything is settled,
when you're ready to get some sleep,
you will just simply remember all the memories,
and you even open your eyes,
stare at the ceiling, wish your mind and everything is at blank.

why is it so hard to keep a relationship?
is it maybe that is not the right time?
some people said,
love is a killer too,
it hurt peoples' heart when it can't complete anyone's life.

but when i saw this novel.
it says,

" when i think of you and me and what we shared, i know it would be easy for others to dismiss our time together as simply a by-product of the days and nights spent by the sea, a "fling"that, in the long run,would mean absolutely nothing.when i think of you, i can't help smiling, knowing that you've completed me somehow.there are so much more too.when i close my eyes, i see your face.when i walk , it's almost as if i can feel your hand in mine.those things are still real to me, but where they once brought comfort, now they leave me with an ache."

it's okay you feel the pain when you think of someone,
its okay you feel so scared of losing someone,
it's okay it hurts,
it's okay you cried over someone for so many times,
it's okay that you don feel like letting go.

at least i know,
if you have the will, everything is possible,
and i'll appreciate the every moments,
where i can see you.

and that,
will always in my heart.
now and always :)

i know you want me to forget those memories, i know you don want to hurt me, i know you don want to give any fake hopes, and i know its time to let you go.