not just for now, but for always.

you know,
some people, they are afraid to face the fact that they don't wish to be.
and some people who will just do anything to get rid of someone they are afraid of.
but do you know,
when the time you really miss them,
or need to see them.
it's so hard to get back.

some couples,
1st month till 3rd,
in a honeymoon period.
people call it,
love is in the air.
but i call it.
"temporary sweets":D
you know..there are many couples who are scared of losing each other.
so the way of solving it is,
they don't want to think about it.
and they started to ignore.
hmm.i guess that's the best way for them?

and time is a killer.
work is a killer.
why say so?
for example, you can only see your loves one once a week, a month, or a year,
is your love is as deep as the ocean?

working is really good,
to keep you distracted.
and to make you forget the pain of losing someone:)
but when everything is settled,
when you're ready to get some sleep,
you will just simply remember all the memories,
and you even open your eyes,
stare at the ceiling, wish your mind and everything is at blank.

why is it so hard to keep a relationship?
is it maybe that is not the right time?
some people said,
love is a killer too,
it hurt peoples' heart when it can't complete anyone's life.

but when i saw this novel.
it says,

" when i think of you and me and what we shared, i know it would be easy for others to dismiss our time together as simply a by-product of the days and nights spent by the sea, a "fling"that, in the long run,would mean absolutely nothing.when i think of you, i can't help smiling, knowing that you've completed me somehow.there are so much more too.when i close my eyes, i see your face.when i walk , it's almost as if i can feel your hand in mine.those things are still real to me, but where they once brought comfort, now they leave me with an ache."

it's okay you feel the pain when you think of someone,
its okay you feel so scared of losing someone,
it's okay it hurts,
it's okay you cried over someone for so many times,
it's okay that you don feel like letting go.

at least i know,
if you have the will, everything is possible,
and i'll appreciate the every moments,
where i can see you.

and that,
will always in my heart.
now and always :)

i know you want me to forget those memories, i know you don want to hurt me, i know you don want to give any fake hopes, and i know its time to let you go.