wish me luck

tomorrow is the day.
going to have my driving test.
what i need is a little bit of luck,
and i'll do at my very best:)

this time,
i have to pass my driving test,
this time, for sure.

god bless me,
let things happen in flow,
without any obstacles.

and yea,
im going to boost up the confidence,
i haveto know what im doing,
and i have to know,
i am the one who control the car,
not the car make me nervous and acting stupidly.

woosh! kampade!

may is spring.

yea, it's may now.

it means spring,

hot weather but a friendly one, i think.

national service is activated by this month i suppose.

and this makes him going there for 3 months.

3 months of practice is going to be fun,

you're going to love it, because i know you will.

i saw Chris back then ,

he was tanner than before and more muscular,

so i was wondering, will you become a real man when you return from there?

try not to fall sick,

have a strong will to keep everything in flow.

and yea,

i really wish that you're happy there,

and i know you'll make some new friends.

this also means that there are not only guys but girls too:)

you know what?

i've never been so satisfied when i get to do things with my own will and act.

i helped my friend for a video shooting,

which i became a camera woman.

it's like a magic, when you handle a camera,

you see things differently and clearer.

im really happy to do something that i never done before.

and my english assignment was a great success.

my lecturer mostly gave me positive feedbacks.

for all my hardwork, worth it:D

i miss you, i still do.

people always say that , time is all matters.

yea, it is,

it's like a test for us, and i do trust destiny.

i believe one day,

we will meet again,

and when we meet,

i wish you will give me the most beautiful, spontaneous smile:)

english assignment 3

so, tomorrow is the day:]

my third english assignment , presenting claims.

for the past three events, i just keep getting 6/10.

it's very frustrating because when you get to know that your standard remain the same,

it means you can hardly have space for improvements:/

so, i'll be praying hard this time.

i really really want some improvement,

please let everything happens in flow tomorrow.

i don't want any errors occur or distractions.

i have to boost up my confidence and speak in front of my classmates.


gahh,, stage fright is one of the disasters.
my class are way too much pressures.
all genius , and you ain't gonna beat them.
very competitive eyh? tell me who doesn't:)

i miss my old life,
im getting fat, omfg.
like a pig right now, but in a good way,
why would i care when there's no one officially likes me?
don't you feel happy when you eat?
i do:)

im gotta practice my presentation,
and try to organize as much as i can.
ciao!:D