hello again

hello again:)
let me count how long since I've not been writing posts for blogs.
hmmm..very long XD
 nowadays, i watched all the music videos from this korean show,
it calls " scent of a woman"
its about a woman has diagnosed some dying disease, she quits her job and everything to spend her 3 months life to have a beautiful vacation.
then there's this handsome man she met in this vacation,
feeling something sparkling between both, something warm , something just..there.

well, imagine you're a person who is dying ,
will you risk yourself from being hurting yourself or hurting others thoroughly by falling in love?
falling in love is no wrong,
falling in love is not putting in prison.

yes,its painful that to be hurt in both sides.
but at least the pain that burns in heart,
is a reminder where reminds us the feeling that we used to have,
and the existence of the warmth and love.

hmm, enough for the nonsense,
today i just had my video commercial shooting for rough cut presentation.
I think this is the most productive stuff that I can ever do,
I'm the director of art and the script writer.
so when during the shot, my job is working with the photographer,
checking every scenes which is on my mind, and also have to demo all the actions infront of the casts.
how weary that could be?

and I think director's job is very very highly respected.
well it should be, but i just know that ,all they do is using their most "beautiful" voice and say
" camera rolling , floor silence, and action!"
well, after that, then" cut!" , what they do, is being as a boss, approve this approve that.
while the other position would be like worrying this and that and even do MORE than the director.
boss has the authority to have a better life and get treated nicely,
which i found its kind of unfair and almost ridiculous.
anyone is working? you would be willing joining me to curse them?:D

about handling the casts, i have to say that i chose wrongly,
shouldn't choose the ppl that are quite close to me,
because all they know is asking the time duration of shooting.
well, whenever they ask that i would feeling like banging my head to the wall.
how would i know the exact time as in like i can predict something.
and never ever skip from complaining.

aiks, well, i have no rights to say this, everyone has their own objectives and i have mine.
so when we view things differently, we judge things differently.

okay, enough for those craps,
right now staying at home alone,
facing the four-squared computer as in like im having interpersonal communication with it, haha.
didn't really get to eat dinner because fetched all the casts back home till 7 something already,
and knowing that my mom is not going to prepare dinner,
after all the sweats have no choice, got to bathe,
then watch TV for awhile and fell asleep, when i wake up its already 10,
so comes to conclusion, I don get to eatXD

okay, have to do assignments now,
the re-do assign since there are many groups hand up, and only one group passed.
life's is not going to be beautiful for you
so ciao:D