aha!! gotcha!!

hmm...i guess im a little confused about love....

don know how to help my mai..

sorry dude

im not calling for a second chance

give me reason but don give me choice

cause i make the same mistake.....

olympic ends

omg.....olympic ended yesterday...i was watching the closing ceremony..that was awesome but not as gygentic as the opening ceremony...i watch all the events like, swimming, diving, cycling, badminton, gymnastic, weightlifting, and the athelics...one bad news...the first asian who can run faster than the western,Liu Xiang has given up..at first, i really excited and waited him to run but something wrong with him in sudden. his leg...i can see his pain...when he gave up his run, the whole china was so disappointed and so the couch....he cried...im feeling so desperate when i was watching this scene..not because he cannot get the gold medal...but just worryig about his leg..everyone scared that he would not able to run again...but he said that he will not give up...im so happy when i heard that...what a sport man...beijing rox!!well, the next olympic is in London so see u then!!Liu Xiang!!

p.s i love you

My sweet song

It's been a long time

What'd you come around here for

Cause that old love is gone

And I've since carried on

Thought I was rid of you for sure

Oh my sweet song, you don't sound so sweet no more

Please don't sing to me

Cause it hurts me to hear the melody that was

Good to me before

Oh my sweet song, you don't sound so sweet no more

Oh you said love was forever and you told me love would never

Break my heart, and I believed you as

I fell That's all over, let it go,

You're just a song I used to know

And your fantasy, it don't work for me

Go and pick on someone else

My sweet song

Guess I'm stuck with you

And someday, I'll find the love

I'm looking for

Then my sweet, sweet song won't sound so sad no more

My sweet,

sweet song,

I'll guess I'll always be yours

Toby Lightman - My Sweet Song

memories can't hold tightly..

im afraid our friendship can't last any longer....

(please someone help me to escape)

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings
but that's the path I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

happy birthday my beloved mun chi!!

haha....yesterday was my sister, mun chi's birthday, she was look great.before the birthday party begins, i was helping my mother to prepare those foods which is to serve the audience..haha, seriously it is very fun...and the most happiest thing is im a helper of the future chef, kc.he really knows how to cook and how to entertain people..and i wantd to give my sister a surprise so i decided to buy a shirt that my sister wanted for ages...haha, her drems come true AND...she has a new interests now, is to collect the toys-BEAR BRICK...haha, she is realy special person...although she is a bit tomboy but this is what god give her, so appreciate it...and that night we were all wet, because we have play games-true or dare and throwing water balloon.i hope my sister have the most memorable birthday...i love her more than words can say....

school is....hell

today i was so tired because i had pjk yesterday and had a stretching test...i was so hard and i seldom do it so i did it not flexible....teacher gave us some times to warm up to make sure that we can did it better....haih what to do...my leg is so long...first person that teacher called is.......,and so on and so on,is choi mun's turn, she is the first person who can make people say' wow'...she is flexible....i think the reason that make her can reach to her legs is because her legs are short haha.....i think i did it not bad...in average level...but i need to practice more so that i can as flexible as choi mun..haha...and although mai tan's leg is long but she is in average level too...haha...what a sporty day...but of course because of this i am so tired...i want to sleep now...ciaozz..

happiness gone

it's been four days that i have not seen him....i thought he just lazy to come or anything.....but when i saw his blog, writing that he is changing school, one more haircut....i saw it with ashtonishment.....why is that to be happen??why he is changing school??i don know....totally blank in my mind...it is better that he let me see him one last time, but it was too late, he's gone....besides, im out of the gang too, im not with choi mun, diana, wai mun, pei ting yean nee, chi yan they all....why??i don know since when i was not talking to them anymore..they do not need me anymore....whowants my caring...what they saying...im totally out of it...im look so tiny, tiny until that they can't see me....i think if someday im gone, there is no one realised that.sometimes, i was thinknig what i have done??did i done something wrong or i irritate them??actually the problems is the distance between us...what i wish for is to be always simple and nice.....i don't want loneliness appears in my life anymore....not now.....