will...

you break the curse..?
you get through rough patch..?
you get strong no matter what will going on..?
you love yourself and let the love continue...?
you trust yourself...?
you never give up...?
you give yourself some confidence...?
you try to fend for yourself from getting hurt..?
you try to give up...??

happy belated!!

wakakakaa!happy belated, diana!!

i know this girl since i was in standard 5.

long friendship huh.

although we never talk to each other that often,

but still u're my daughter,

i'm your father.lol.

this girl was a crying baby before,

but then she just appeared as a strong, thoughtful girl.

things can changed.

so, these are the wishes i want to give you:

1. be good girl.

2.more work, dream less.

3.can be with him forever.

4.always happy and healthy.

5.may your dream come true.

p.s. love you always.xoxo.

love.

what is love?

is there anyone knows about this magical and power word"love"?

neither did i.

human can be confused by this word.

love or like can make a very big difference.

i had this feeling before since i was in form 1.

i like this guy whom had a girlfriend.

when i saw him,i would run away.(seems like he's a ghost.)

when i passed by him in a writhing position, he would give some space for me to gone through this.

it was a long story.

very long.

but there was something between us.

whenever i peeked at him , i just realized he did the same thing as me.

whenever he was not there, the emptiness in my heart could be hard to heal.

rumours spread.he liked me.

was it a truth or just a lie?

day by day.he didn't showed up.

i've never seen him since i was in form 2.

i miss him. badly.

i was regret that i've never really confess my feelings to him.

it was late.

so when it was in form 4.

he appeared in front of him.

he saw me.

he remembered me.

he knew i was there and his reaction was just stared at me.

but when we passed by once again.

we are like strangers.

sometimes i would asked myself.

why am i so stupid and useless.

if i showed my actions clearly,things would not turned up like this.

sometimes i would ask myself.

did i really doesn't care if we being strangers?

i do care.

i won't let go.

things can be hard.

the road can be difficult.

but once i step on it, i won't turn back.

i'll count every step i made.

i'll appreciate it.

i don't care the rejection.

at least i put some effort to do this.

i solved something that bothered me.

it was a relief.

peace.

tagged.

001.real name: Liang Xuan Yu

002.nickname: salty/sour fish

003.age: secret

004.horoscope: sagittarius

005.gender:female

006.elementary:kindergarden rose?

007primary school: yuk chai

008.secondary school: smk taman sea

009.college: not yet

010.hair colour: black

011.hair length: short

012.loud or quiet: both

013.sweats or jeans: both

014.phone or camera: both

015.health freak: absolutely not.

016.drink or smoke: anti of it.

017.do you have a crush on someone: not really.

018.eat or drink: both

019.piercings: don't know.

020.tattoo: never.

021.social or anti social: social

022.righty or lefty:righty

023.first piercing: don't know

024.first relationship: forgot

025.first best friend: soniya

026.first award: standard three(sports day)

027.first kiss: still have it.

028.first pet: dog

029.first big vacation: i don know.

030.first love at first sight: don't believe.

031.first big birthday: form 3 with friends.

032.first surgery: no.

033.first sport you join: volley ball

034.orange or apple juice: both

035.rock or rap: no.

036.country or screamo: country

037.NSYNC or backstreet boys: backstreet boys

038.britney spears or christina aguilera: both

039.night or day: night

040.sun or moon: moon

041.TV or internet: both

042.playstation or xbox: no

043.kiss or hug: both

044.iguana or turtle: turtle

045.spider or bee: anti of it.

046.fall or spring: spring

047.limewire or itunes: both

048.soccer or baseball: not really into it

049.eating:nothing

050.drinking: water

051.excitement level: zeroness

052.im about to: watch movie

053.listening to: hold you in my arms

054.plan for today: watch movie

055.waiting for: no one

056.energy level: zeroness

057.thinking of someone: no one

058.want kids: no

059.want to get married: not now

060.when: until i am ready

061.how many kids do you want: never think it

062.any name on the mind: no

065.mellow future or wild: mellow future

066.something you would never try: have to think of it first.

067.which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in future): a boy who believes himself

068.lips or eyes: both

069.romantic or funny: both

070.shorter or taller: taller

071.protective or caring: both

072.romantic or spontaneous: both

073.nice stomach or nice arms: both

074.sensitive or loud: sensitive

075.hook up or relationship: relationship

076.troublemaker or hesitant: maybe

077.muscular or normal: normal

078.kissed a stranger: no.

079.broken a bone: no

080:lost glasses or contacts: no.

081.ran away from home: might be

082.held a gun of knife for self defense: no. i use my hand.

083.killed somebody: if i'm in jail

084.broken someone's heart: might be

085.had your heart broken: yes.

086.been arrested: no.

087.cried when someone died: yes.im warm blooded person.

088.liked a friend more than a friend: yes.

089.do you believe in yourself: sometimes

090.miracles: yes

092.heaven: yes

093.when do you want to die: how do i know.

094.tooth fairy: does not exist..

095.kiss on the first date: no.

096.angels: yes.if i am a cartoon character.

097.is there one person you want to be right now: no.

098.are you seriously happy with where you're in life now: yes. very.

099.do you believe in god: yes. why not?

100.seriously is a long tag!!

finally..

finallyyyyy....my exams is over! hurray!! celebraties is coming more..for those whose exams haven't over yet.i'll wait cha'..

oh god...

exams!!!

one week more left!!

missing something...

i miss jelly...
i miss doctor...
i miss the evil...
i miss fishy....
i miss kt....
i miss cc...
i miss hh...
i miss all of them!
and..i miss all the fun that we make!