assignments

The first assignment that we really have to pass it up in two days time- english.
pfft. My english teacher is a weird guy i have to say. Everything that comes out from his mouth is rather weird and somehow we get annoyed. Everytime when we finish his lesson, the first thing that popped out is " what was he saying just now??" * give a noob face*

The second one is my favorite overall, Media Appreciation.
talking bout the video takings, and about movie reviews and lots more.

I'll be busy i know.
But still i can't and won't forget about my friends.
Cause they're the most precious one to me.

and even him.
no matter how busy i am, i'll still thinking about you.
which is one of the impossibles for you to do the same:)

grown up?

To tell you the truth, i don't really get used to this new environment.i know i have repeated this several times but yet i just want to release it out.

i heard some people say that " if you can't forget the old ones, how are you even deal with the new ones?" it's not all bout you can or not, it's about you want it or not.Sometimes, i even asking myself that whether i can deal with the new friends, deal with the new environments, deal with the surroundings. can i really manage to do well in taylor's university.can i really play with my old friends like last time instead of meeting up new friends. uggh, i hate that "old" word.

anyways, i miss Soniya. my high school the most wonderful indian girl. she's working at the law's company now i suppose. i can hardly contact her and know her updates. Life is always playing people's faith.

i miss playing games and hanging out with my friends. now i'm currently starting my two assignments which is moral education and malaysian studies.

assignments need a lot of group work and stuff and i don't know whether i'm picking someone right to work with. i just want to get good grades and don't want to let my parents down , and the main is don't wanna waste money.

silence is what i'm doing now, i just can't feel myself. i'm lost now.

what i need is a big hug and some rests.

actually..

college life.

SUCKS.

it's fun

it's fun actually.

when you start facing your first assignment.

i believe that will cause my face growing more pimples.

but i have to say that,

my classmates are people who is just like me.

funky. happy. crazy. love games.

we get to know each other very fast.

introduction comes first,

then there's alot of talking going on.

well, i have to say.

great life.

still finding some good friendship in college:)

you know, that's what it calls.

eyes pain.

it's like something burnong inside,

when i close my eyes,

more worse:/

so nowadays busy about college.

had one week for orientation.

next week starts our programme.

finally:)

but i'm still not get used to the surroundings.

new people, new place, new friends.

imagine you're alone facing all this.

and sometime when it comes to introduction.

there is awkward moment i suppose.

but anyway,

i really have to get used to it eventhough im scared.

because this is the place i may spent 4 years.

yeah, four years.

it's good to start anyway,

there will be more paper works,

that keeping me busy all the time,

and i'm ready to take any challenges.

and do the best that shows initiative and leadership:)

good!

add oil:D

just wanna say hi.

and wanna know how do you do:)

weeee.

hehs.
i shop for clothes more than one.
bought new clothes,
bought new shoes,
give my hair a haircut and dyed,
everything changed:)

ready to say hi to 2011.
and ready to go for college:)
and i really have to drive,
soon:)

oh oh,
new year's coming ppl:)
have a blast in everyday:D

i wish i can celebrate with you in new year's eve,
which another impossibles:)

busy is real good.

nowadays being busy about the driving lessons.
my dad keep nagging me,
so i have to take it and complete it as fast as possible.

another hand for college.
I'm choosing foundation in mass communication.
this one will be using one year to finish.
although is a short time to degree.
but must have lots of efforts and will be rushing all the time.
and all the projects, course work and all,
will be making me busy,
which is very suitable for me.
clear my mind, is what i have to do:)

and.
i'm taking back my piano class now,
my teacher told me that i have to speed up.
cause its the last grade and have to be serious.
the exam is coming soon,
so its hard and need more hard work.
similarly, my teacher told me that i have to take double class.
so, yea.
how pathetic it is:D

hmmm..
guess what.
everytime when i sleep,
there's no more dreams occurs.
well, rarely.

cause i'm so tired,
just thinking of sleeping will do but no others.
but sometimes i really wanna chat.
ask that if you're happy or getting well.
but i know,
deep in my heart,
i can't find any possibilities.
and this is it,
i'm still moving on.

i missed you,
cause i can't find a place where i can see you anymore.