I.L.Y.

gosh..if my babe sees this.
he would be blushing all the way.<3

YES.he's mine already!!:DD
I'm glad the pain time has passed.
Love him at first,
it's like cutting my own heart.
Now.He loves me back.
I'm feeling alive.

OUR FIRST DATE;DD
No couple shirts.
No couple rings.
No taking pictures like others would do.
No romantic place for dinner.

BUT.
i have something more important than these.
and that's him.
Is okay that we're not wearing couple shirts.
Because we are already a couple.
Is okay we don't have couple rings.
As long as you still loves me.
Is okay we don;t have pictures of ours.
Because it'll be more later until i have to buy an album.
Is okay that having dinner in a simple place.
As long as i can see you,
That's the best place.best one.

I love the way we hold hands.
I love the way we hug.
I love the we kissed then blushed right away.

And most of all.
I Love You.

I really wish that.
You won't forget our promises.<3

helpless

please help me.
i feel left out.
seriously..
I'm really a girl who lives in her own world.

all i can say is.

get the hell out of my life.

cloudy day.

I don know where to start but i'm really tired of seeing my family quarrels.
i'm so tired whenever i'm back home.
i have to look them quarreling again and again.
Mid term is coming soon.
i'm not prepared anything.
yet i'm still sitting down here and updating my blog.
HOW SMART I AM.

oh.another thing.
my bestie just set me a new name.
its----SOTONG FACE

hmph.

HATE HIM.XDD

nowadays i can't sleep really well.
cause my sister's friends stay overnight.
my house is no longer spacious.
so i have to be squeeze myself to sleepXD

p.s. I really do have a sweet smile??XDD

sick of it.

I've been thinking bout you for so many days,
I've been asking everyone's help to make my day,
I've been doing the same thing the whole day,
and now,
I'm so tired.

My mind is blank,
All the memories about you and me,
Take all parts of me,
Makes me even more weary.

I know I'm avoiding,
But sometimes i just can't help it,
I have to talk to you,
I have to see you,
But this,
will make me feel afraid of getting hurt.

Loving in one side,
Not once, but twice,
Feelings have to hide,
when you talked about your precious,
Faking a smile,
That's the hardest thing to do.

I need a hug from someone else,
Never been so lonely,
Never been so cold,
I have to close my eyes,
Force myself not thinking about you,
And that,
makes me feel tired too.

taylor's lakeside campus

TALYLOR'S LAKESIDE CAMPUS!!!!

ahh, I'm imagining my college life ALREADY!!
anyway, another fact.
I'M getting older now>.,<

well.
shall we take a look at the college??

I miss you.

THE FEELING IS MISSING..

FRIENDSHIP THAT WE HAD.

I MISS CALLING YOU WHEN I WANT TO.

I MISS HANGING OUT WITH YOU GUYS.

I MISS THE LAUGHING OF US.

I MISS THE GUY WHO LOVES TO SING.

I MISS THE GUY WHO ONCE TREAT ME AS HIS BEST FRIEND, LIKE THE BEST.

I MISS THE GIRL WHO LOVES BEING CRAZY WITH ME.

I MISS THE GIRL WHO WILL SHARE HER EVERYTHING TO ME.

I MISS THE SMILES OF OURS.

I MISS YOU GUYS,

LIKE SO MUCH.