it's time to wake up.

it's not the end.
being single,
is just so great;DD

hope my life won;t be lifeless anymore,
cause i'm gonna start adding color ;)

Had a great time with my best friend,Choi Mun.

She called me this morning and said,

she wants to come to my house,

watch movie;DD

We watched drama,

the funny ones.

It's quite fun watching drama with friends,

trust me.

you will start to hate watching drama alone;D

She is the girl.

That i will always give support.

When there is any unfortunate happens.

Not because i love this friend the most,

it's just that the way she thinks,

every part of her,

is just like me.

We ate alot this afternoon while we were watching drama.

Wacky time;DD

it was raining just now.

great weather;D

and a perfect time to start wonder.

if there is a miracle.

it's just a temporary,

to let me forget the pain.

Its just a damn life.

well, i really hate this.
but when you have everything,
you still nagging for getting,
to tell you the truth,
i really don't give a shit.

sometimes,i do feel alone.
and that really hurts.
it burns in my heart,
its like i am screaming with all my strength,
but it only left soundless.

true friends,true love,
i really can't see it.
the only thing i can see is,
my world is so cold and dark,
it doesn't mean that i have no one in my life,
it's just that,
you can't find passion in me,
not anymore.

well.
i guess i better get going,
going to have test tomorrow.
wish me luck.

when i smile,

it's just a mask that i pretend to be.

L.O.L

hahhaa;DD
this is my dude, Jayden Liew.
He's been asking to blog bout him,
so here i am.

First time saw him,
a boy who has a charming smile like a small kid.
He is one of the reason that can make me laugh,
and he is the reason that made me want him,
To be my Best Friend.

We love to gossip.
Not bout bad stuff, the good ones:D
He even told me bout his childhood memories.
Sharing is really needed if you want a friendship strong right?

Well, i trust him.
Actually in a weird way.

He's the lunatic,
I'm the emotional.
So these two insane people,
will always be the best one for each other,
Bestie;DD

i know the guiltiness is you , the pain is me.

I have to save the tears.
No more wasting.

Single life?
everything is back to usual.

uh.merdeka.

Today is Merdeka.
obviously, holiday ;D
i was sleeping like a dead person.
feeling hugged by Him.
but a knock on the door ruined it all.
my mom came in and woke me up.

I had breakfast with my family,
as usual, i eat alot;D
my babe might be still sleeping,
so didn't plan to msg him.

after a few hours,
i sent him a morning message.
thanks to him,
i have a Bunch of nick names right now=.=
The first time he called me: Mushroom head.
Second, he called me: Sotong face.
Third , he called me: fatty Andd Flat.
Fourth, a little better, well actually worse,
he called me : elephant.
hehs. but i just love him playing around with me.
i supposed this is how we communicate right?;DD

well. i was planning to ask him out,
but he probably couldn't.
so just drop it and get over with,
although i'm a little disappointed.

Sometimes, relationship doesn't gives you happiness only.
it's not always the "honeymoon" period.
Sometimes. i even have to endure the loneliness.
And even sometimes blaming him for not caring much.

well.trials coming.
part of the subjects are handled.i think.
just a few subjects are a no-no for me.
so i guess i have to go study now.
in case I'll regret for something.
Effort is what i need.
I don want my results to be like a piece of trash.

There is no ample time for me right now.
Two weeks to go.
So ciao:D

So close.

You're in my arm,
And all the world is calm,
The music playing on for only two,
So close together ,
And when i'm with you,
So close to feeling alive.
A life goes by,
Romantic dreams will stop,
So i bid mine goodbye and never knew,
So close was waiting, waiting here with you.
And now, forever i know.
All that i wanted to hold you.
So close.

So close,
to reaching the famous happy ending,
Almost believing this was not pretend,
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come.
So far,
we are,
So close.

How could i face the faceless days,
if i should have lose you?
We're so close,
to reaching the famous happy ending,
Almost believing this was not pretend,
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are,
So close,
So close,
and still so far.