you know something,but still you choose to ignore.

you know i don;t like being alone in a dark room.

you used to tell me,

think about everything bout you and me.

how we met,

how we became someone special for each other.

it did worked out;D

but now,

everything changed.

that would be a nightmare,

every night wishing that i won't be thinking bout it.

it hurts.

you know this would happen.

but you told me you choose to ignore.

you know you would leave me.

but you choose to lie.

i'm sensitive,

i know.

all i'm having is just pain.

when it's quiet.

it will be the worst moment for me.

because i miss you.

i know,

what's with you.

guiltiness.

i have no regrets,luckily.

people always get what they wanted when they really putting effort in it.
I'm just the one of them;)

i got A for my moral and maths.
i have to admit that i was so happy when i got to know the news;)
so it's the same thing going round,
you give efforts,
that's what you deserved.

at the same time,
it's been a hard week for me.
my parents are not here with me,
while I'm still having trials.

but I get a chance to do something which i seldom do.
COOKING.
cooking is fun;D
you just have to take ingredients and cook whatever you like.
the best thing is ,
I am improving my cooking skills;DD
proud of myself;D

i must work out after trials,
thinking that my bones are harder and harder day by day.
i should swim again.
so that i can make my body flexible.
and let my mind clear at all times;)

i have to go and practice accounts,
since i always get a B for that dam subject.
guess i better get going.
before i regret,
once again;D

it's time to wake up.

it's not the end.
being single,
is just so great;DD

hope my life won;t be lifeless anymore,
cause i'm gonna start adding color ;)

Had a great time with my best friend,Choi Mun.

She called me this morning and said,

she wants to come to my house,

watch movie;DD

We watched drama,

the funny ones.

It's quite fun watching drama with friends,

trust me.

you will start to hate watching drama alone;D

She is the girl.

That i will always give support.

When there is any unfortunate happens.

Not because i love this friend the most,

it's just that the way she thinks,

every part of her,

is just like me.

We ate alot this afternoon while we were watching drama.

Wacky time;DD

it was raining just now.

great weather;D

and a perfect time to start wonder.

if there is a miracle.

it's just a temporary,

to let me forget the pain.

Its just a damn life.

well, i really hate this.
but when you have everything,
you still nagging for getting,
to tell you the truth,
i really don't give a shit.

sometimes,i do feel alone.
and that really hurts.
it burns in my heart,
its like i am screaming with all my strength,
but it only left soundless.

true friends,true love,
i really can't see it.
the only thing i can see is,
my world is so cold and dark,
it doesn't mean that i have no one in my life,
it's just that,
you can't find passion in me,
not anymore.

well.
i guess i better get going,
going to have test tomorrow.
wish me luck.

when i smile,

it's just a mask that i pretend to be.

L.O.L

hahhaa;DD
this is my dude, Jayden Liew.
He's been asking to blog bout him,
so here i am.

First time saw him,
a boy who has a charming smile like a small kid.
He is one of the reason that can make me laugh,
and he is the reason that made me want him,
To be my Best Friend.

We love to gossip.
Not bout bad stuff, the good ones:D
He even told me bout his childhood memories.
Sharing is really needed if you want a friendship strong right?

Well, i trust him.
Actually in a weird way.

He's the lunatic,
I'm the emotional.
So these two insane people,
will always be the best one for each other,
Bestie;DD

i know the guiltiness is you , the pain is me.

I have to save the tears.
No more wasting.

Single life?
everything is back to usual.