XD

christmas coming!!

going to celebrate with mun yi and chi yan.

if chi yan would come,

that will be great.

i would apologize if i hurt you.

but please do understanding the fact.

another word.

girls night.

and..

maybe i would go to meet you soon.

i bought a present for you.

a girl who born on 25th.

yes you, annita!!

and perhaps i would meet him someday eh??

justin and all??

jess~~

i'm not that kind.

if you have to ask me about love.

i have to tell you,
i have no faith in it at all.
i'm not kind.
i mean if i don want it,
i mean it.
if i have a chance always,
i prefer to be your friends always.
if i have a chance to get away,
i just leave without turning back.
if you want know that i have a heart,
don ask,
cause you'll see its hard.
some people don have to take this topic always,
cause it seems so lifeless.
if you ask me hang out,
definitely with friends but not you.
you asked me if you're an ignorant,
i would give you a reply
"leave me alone."
if you wanna talk,
don call.
p.s.you're the guy who said i belong with you.
but you're the guy that i never want to have.

okay..i think my blog is really dead.
i dont remember for how long i didn't update my blog.
but i have one reason.
i went for a hong kong trip for five days.
so you can feel like i'm disappeared all in sudden.
i can't bring my phone there.
its really inconvenience if i wanted to contact my friends.
and i have to thank you all those wishes.
it's really warm my heart.
but the main point is..
i'm going to share my enjoyment in hong kong.XD

awesome three!!

first place in macau.

this is the place where"boys over flowers"shown. lucky meXD

Disney land!! same heightXD

mickey mouse is everywhere in the train.

all those famous characters in disney romance.hahXD

merry christmas!!

had a ball!

a day with "mama"

• place:mid valley
  
  
  

P.S. she's just my bestieXD

competition

exams over!!

since exams over already,

we had a dodge ball competiotion today.

that was freaking awesome!

unfortunately there is some condition that we have to go through.

while we compete with the other class, the judges,

who is so close with the class which we compete to,

is cheating.

i suppose the ball is ours but the judge said is their ball.

and for the dodge ball rules, we must not hit the upper part

and that's not considered as out.

but when they did it, the judge said to us

"you're out!"

so the next round,

they did the same,

so we just did the same to them

not cheat,but to argueXD

so..we won!!

and we're way up to final

i'm so high and mighty!

hee~~

breathe.

my parents finally came back from shanghai for a vacation.

for the past few days,

the home is quiet and i'm alone.

always.

sisters went to school or watever it was.

the first time parents not here to take care of us.

leave us three to take over everything.

plus, having exam,

there's so much insecure.

health is getting weaker.

cooking skills of my sister

just you will give her a cross.

day by day,

taking care of myself is like having a lesson to me.

i gave all the strength

not to let myself fell down.

and now.

no more odd feelings.

parents back.

i can breathe,finally.

breathe.

my dark chocolate is in my hand.

hee~~

welcome home.

so-called-holiday

selamat. hari raya. er...don't know how to sing alreadyXD.

oh well.

no school for tomorrow and next week.

guess what?

everyone was bumped in and say

"holiday's coming.study together?"

"you wanna hang out.you know i'm okay with that."

"so wat's your plan for next week holiday?"

woah.woah. hold on.

exam is coming so..

of course i choose to study at home=D

and.

i have to finish my sivik project.

my sivik teacher has been nagging for..

four months??

oops!

choi mun,mun yi and pey rong is coming to my house to finished that.

and the good news.

soniya and annita is coming to my house to study!

hurray!

stress is a bad thing,eh?

well.i still have to study hard to get good results.

or i'll just get kick out

(ooooo,my butt,butt,butt)!!!

so long never talked to my primary friends.

ahh~~the old times.

anyway.after exam is over

i can see them.

and one thing good bout us.

we will have alot of topic to talk

for not contact each other for a while.

and perhaps have a reunion party?

woo~~sounds interesting.XD

heart attack

it's really a disgusting movie.

don't eat when you watch this.

yet it's really interesting.

i love it.

happy belated my dear!!

my dear soniya~!!



happy sweet sixteen!!



all wishes i just gave you in school adi so i don't have to mention here.(lazy to write!!)



anyway.



i love you.



always.

G.I.JOE

another 24 hours action movie.

great.=D

next.

i wanna watch orphan

listen.

i'm so sorry being so bad tempered nowadays.but.please stop the nagging, and keep you self-centered attitude away. i want to disobey you once more. i want to do what and please do not order me to make up things for you. i could not stand all the expectations and hope that you gave me.i'm tired of making you satisfied and like a puppet walking behind your tails.

i'm so sorry for not all those greetings.but. that doesn't mean that i'm arrogant.are you really looking at me?what do you see?what do you know exactly?all those misunderstanding..stupidness..backstabbing..you tell me what is that hell for?stop your fake smiling in front of me. and i don't give a damn on that.

to:someone
i would not say who is it.but friend,no offence.i'm not trying to cover anything and telling you bullshits but let me tell you something.do you really love her?do you really want to fix up your friendship with my girl?i don't see your moves.your motivation has harmed J's feelings.J was so emo because of you. and you just turned away from her and choose to believe all those rumours. your action has showed that you choose to be her enemy.you said J has changed, so were you, i can tell. i don't think she's your best friend.because you don't believe her AT ALL and you don't deserve to be her sister either.look at her.what do you see?why don't you just do the first step and stand beside her.do you really want to leave her because you hate her friends?this is all the stupid excuses.why don't you just be strong and make the right step?

all the anger, frustration were really get on my nerves.

last.
take it or leave it.
your choice.

well..

this is for h****.

first, he likes to mention about my"senget" haircut.

second, he likes to irritates me while i'm doing something serious.

third, he likes to show his sexy body moves in class.which just like form 2 time.

fourth, he likes to show his temper to the others which i'm not afraid at all.

fifth, he likes to tempt me with foods.

sixth, he likes to insult me when he's bored.

seventh, he likes to laugh at my "big head".

eighth, he likes to gossip about some teachers.

nineth, he likes to show his "lc" look.

and tenth finally, he has face problem.

but so?

he's my friend.

the one who always cheer me up at the right time.

although he's so annoying.

yet i'm used to it.

he don't lie, which i like about him.

he don't fake, which he likes about himself.

he has a charming smile when we crazy around

i mean we just like the best buddies.

although he showed his temper always,

yet he didn't say something mean.

he likes to make the class cheerful,

he likes the same thing i like.

i mean we do have some common interest.

he is not selfish and arrogant.

he would care other's feelings.

he has responsible.

he loves his family which he always mention about them.

he loves himself, which everyone should do that.

he has the intention to make me crazy,

yet i used to be angry.

although he said something which would hurt people,

yet he apologize and no hard feelings.

we are one gang,

and we love to chasing around, playing around..

we love to bang each other's butt.

which we love and enjoy to do that.

no doubt.

is always a new life everyday.

without him,

our class just like dead people.

he respects me.

his temper same as me.

which i seldom showed.

well.he is my best friend.

and i always know,

he is not always happy all the time.

which sometimes i can see the loneliness in his eyes.

he doesn't emo.

which he never showed in front of his friends.

what i want to say is.

when he is lonely or any rough patch he must go through

just look beside,

and i'll be there for him.

don't judge him by his appearance,

like i've always said.

this is for you, my beloved idol.

once, he said:

"people think they know me, but they don't.not really.actually, i am one of the loneliest people on this earth.i cry sometimes, because it hurts. it does. to be honest, i guess you could say that it hurts to me."

then he said:

"well, you don't get to do things that other children get to do, having friends and slumber parties and buddies. there were none of that for me. i didn't have friends when i was little.my brothers were my friends."

"and i remember going to the recording studio and there was a park across the street and i'd see all the children playing and i would cry because it would make me sad that i would have to work instead."

his obsession for his childhood memory..

he said:

"they did it to try and belittle me, to try and to take away my pride.but i went through the whole system with them.and at the end, i-i wanted the public to know that i was okay. even though i was hurting."

when someone getting jealous of his success..

then he said:

"before i would hurt a child, i would slit my wrists."

when the molestation rumours all around...

he said:

"why can't you share your bed?the most loving thing to do is to share your bed with someone.it's very charming.it's very sweet.it's what the whole world should do."

when he started to have someone in his life..

then he said:

"i have a skin disorder that destroys the pigmentation of my skin, it's something that i cannot help, okay?"

the frustration in his heart for those critisizer about his skin...

he said"

"because i wanted to have a place that i could create everything that i never had as a child.so, you see rides. you see animals. there's a movie theater."

when he built a place named "neverland"..

then he said:

"it's a complete lie, why do people buy these papers?it's not the truth, i'm here to say.you know, don't judge a person, do not pass judgement, unless you have talked to them one on one.i don't care what the story is, do not judge them because it is a lie."

when the reporter trying to take his pride away once again...

he said:

"yeah, wacko jacko, where did that come from?some english tabloid. i have a heart and i have feelings. i feel that when you do that to me. it's not nice."

when he was trying to gain some respect..

he said:

"i'm happy to be alive, i'm happy to be who i am."

when he started love himself more...

lastly he said:

"i just want to say to fans in every corner of the earth, even nationality, every race, every languange:i love you from the bottom of my heart. i would love your prayers and you goodwill, and please be patient and be with me and believe in me because i am completely, completely innocent."

when his words made millions of fans cried out loud...

who's that?

yes.

he is -- Michael Jackson

a couple joke.

A couple was dining with friends.
During the dinner the husband kept saying nice things such as
"Sweetie, please pass me the salt"
or
"Love, would you be so kind as to give me some bread"
After a few minutes the wife had to excuse herself.
At that moment, the friend said
"I am really impressed by how sweetly you refer to your wife.
And the husband answered in a low voice
"Yeah, it's because i forgot her real name five years ago."

just like the water gun

Friday.

it's a day that everyone act in like quiet and peace.

the class was still as noisy as usual.until the malay period..

we were so concentrated to teacher but something has interrupted.

the bell!

yes.

the bell rang.

that was some stupid practice after all.

after two hours, we went back to class and continued our studies.someone who is nosy kept insulting me while teacher was teaching.

he was telling me that tomorrow he is going to a place like paradise?

oh yea?

show me then.lol.

the best part is...

i was playing with him by using some "weapon" to splash water to each other.

we used those "weapon" as the water gun.

it was real fun!and we were all get wet.

i think that's the purpose of showing how sexy we are..lol!

anyway..just want to say that

we are the best posers ever in class.

tagged.

1. The person who tagged you is:Isaac Ng
2. Your relationship with him/her is: Good friends
3. Your first impression of him/her is: unfriendly
4. The most memorable moments with he/she is:when we were being crazy
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:people
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...: keep punching his stomach!
7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that:his lc look.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do: never be.
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:hs lc look.lol.
10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is:make him remember me always.
11. Your overall impression on him/her is:crazy dude.
12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:oh.i have no idea.
13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:aha!no idea either.
14. The most ideal person you want to be is:never think of it.
15. For people who care and love you, say something to them:oh. love you too.
16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:-
1.soniya
2.Jesslyn
3.suet yen
4.Xiao Lin
5.Diana
6.Zhung Zheng
7.Jelly
8.Yee Shern
9.Ashley Yong
10.Benji
17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?:me!(if you believe)
18. Is 9 a male or a female:female
19. What is 2 studying at the moment:trust me.she can beat you down easily when she studied.
20. Who was the last person you had a chat with:my mom
21. What kind of music does 8 like:Pop music
22. Does 1 have any siblings:yes
23. Is 4 single?:no longer.
24. What is the surname of 5:Tang
25. What's the hobby of 3:no idea.
26. Do 7 and 9 get along well:no.they don't know each other.
27. Where is 10 studying at:same school as me.
28. Say something casual abou your eyes: medium
29. Have you tried developing feelings for 2:no.
30. Where does 9 live:im not a stalker=.=
31. What colour does 4 like:pink
32. Are 5 and 1 good friends? / Do they know each other:not really.
33. Does 2 like 7:no way!
34. How did you get to know 8:since standard 5
35. Does 3 have any pets:i think she has?
36. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:maybe.lol.
37. Are you sexy:if you wanna think bout me that way.lol!
38. What am I doing now:just quickly read through this tag and watch movie!

hoo~

i saw new moon trailer..it's a wow.but among the four books, i hate the new moon most.so the movie?well.think about it first.still, i was obsessed with Transformer.


anyway..where are you, sonie?
please come to school before i go find you.

xoxo.

will...

you break the curse..?
you get through rough patch..?
you get strong no matter what will going on..?
you love yourself and let the love continue...?
you trust yourself...?
you never give up...?
you give yourself some confidence...?
you try to fend for yourself from getting hurt..?
you try to give up...??

happy belated!!

wakakakaa!happy belated, diana!!

i know this girl since i was in standard 5.

long friendship huh.

although we never talk to each other that often,

but still u're my daughter,

i'm your father.lol.

this girl was a crying baby before,

but then she just appeared as a strong, thoughtful girl.

things can changed.

so, these are the wishes i want to give you:

1. be good girl.

2.more work, dream less.

3.can be with him forever.

4.always happy and healthy.

5.may your dream come true.

p.s. love you always.xoxo.

love.

what is love?

is there anyone knows about this magical and power word"love"?

neither did i.

human can be confused by this word.

love or like can make a very big difference.

i had this feeling before since i was in form 1.

i like this guy whom had a girlfriend.

when i saw him,i would run away.(seems like he's a ghost.)

when i passed by him in a writhing position, he would give some space for me to gone through this.

it was a long story.

very long.

but there was something between us.

whenever i peeked at him , i just realized he did the same thing as me.

whenever he was not there, the emptiness in my heart could be hard to heal.

rumours spread.he liked me.

was it a truth or just a lie?

day by day.he didn't showed up.

i've never seen him since i was in form 2.

i miss him. badly.

i was regret that i've never really confess my feelings to him.

it was late.

so when it was in form 4.

he appeared in front of him.

he saw me.

he remembered me.

he knew i was there and his reaction was just stared at me.

but when we passed by once again.

we are like strangers.

sometimes i would asked myself.

why am i so stupid and useless.

if i showed my actions clearly,things would not turned up like this.

sometimes i would ask myself.

did i really doesn't care if we being strangers?

i do care.

i won't let go.

things can be hard.

the road can be difficult.

but once i step on it, i won't turn back.

i'll count every step i made.

i'll appreciate it.

i don't care the rejection.

at least i put some effort to do this.

i solved something that bothered me.

it was a relief.

peace.

tagged.

001.real name: Liang Xuan Yu

002.nickname: salty/sour fish

003.age: secret

004.horoscope: sagittarius

005.gender:female

006.elementary:kindergarden rose?

007primary school: yuk chai

008.secondary school: smk taman sea

009.college: not yet

010.hair colour: black

011.hair length: short

012.loud or quiet: both

013.sweats or jeans: both

014.phone or camera: both

015.health freak: absolutely not.

016.drink or smoke: anti of it.

017.do you have a crush on someone: not really.

018.eat or drink: both

019.piercings: don't know.

020.tattoo: never.

021.social or anti social: social

022.righty or lefty:righty

023.first piercing: don't know

024.first relationship: forgot

025.first best friend: soniya

026.first award: standard three(sports day)

027.first kiss: still have it.

028.first pet: dog

029.first big vacation: i don know.

030.first love at first sight: don't believe.

031.first big birthday: form 3 with friends.

032.first surgery: no.

033.first sport you join: volley ball

034.orange or apple juice: both

035.rock or rap: no.

036.country or screamo: country

037.NSYNC or backstreet boys: backstreet boys

038.britney spears or christina aguilera: both

039.night or day: night

040.sun or moon: moon

041.TV or internet: both

042.playstation or xbox: no

043.kiss or hug: both

044.iguana or turtle: turtle

045.spider or bee: anti of it.

046.fall or spring: spring

047.limewire or itunes: both

048.soccer or baseball: not really into it

049.eating:nothing

050.drinking: water

051.excitement level: zeroness

052.im about to: watch movie

053.listening to: hold you in my arms

054.plan for today: watch movie

055.waiting for: no one

056.energy level: zeroness

057.thinking of someone: no one

058.want kids: no

059.want to get married: not now

060.when: until i am ready

061.how many kids do you want: never think it

062.any name on the mind: no

065.mellow future or wild: mellow future

066.something you would never try: have to think of it first.

067.which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in future): a boy who believes himself

068.lips or eyes: both

069.romantic or funny: both

070.shorter or taller: taller

071.protective or caring: both

072.romantic or spontaneous: both

073.nice stomach or nice arms: both

074.sensitive or loud: sensitive

075.hook up or relationship: relationship

076.troublemaker or hesitant: maybe

077.muscular or normal: normal

078.kissed a stranger: no.

079.broken a bone: no

080:lost glasses or contacts: no.

081.ran away from home: might be

082.held a gun of knife for self defense: no. i use my hand.

083.killed somebody: if i'm in jail

084.broken someone's heart: might be

085.had your heart broken: yes.

086.been arrested: no.

087.cried when someone died: yes.im warm blooded person.

088.liked a friend more than a friend: yes.

089.do you believe in yourself: sometimes

090.miracles: yes

092.heaven: yes

093.when do you want to die: how do i know.

094.tooth fairy: does not exist..

095.kiss on the first date: no.

096.angels: yes.if i am a cartoon character.

097.is there one person you want to be right now: no.

098.are you seriously happy with where you're in life now: yes. very.

099.do you believe in god: yes. why not?

100.seriously is a long tag!!