i miss watching dramas and movies.

i miss having sports.

hectic life eyh?

not such a good idea.

damn tiring!!

live high, live mighty, live righteously.

this is what i've been telling myself:)

i should stop living in your world.

i should let go for what i can hardly keep.

you did the right thing:)

as long as you feel happy.

that wont hurt me that much.

My Love

My love,

leave yourself behind,

beat inside me,

leave you blind.

My love,

you have found peace,

you were searching,

for relief.

you gave it all,

into the call,

you took a chance and,

you took a fall for us.

you came thoughtfully,

love me faithfully,

you taught honor,

you did it for me.

tonight you will sleep for good,

you will wait for me my love.

now i'm strong,

you gave me all,

you gave all you had,

and now i'm home.

My love,

leave yourself behind,

beat inside me,

leave you blind.

my love,

look what you can do,

i am mending,

i'll be with you.

you took my hand,

added a plan,

you gave me your heart,

i asked you to dance with me.

you loved honestly,

did what you could release.

i know in peace you go,

i hope relief is yours,

now i am strong,

you gave me all,

you gave all you had,

and now i am home.

my love,

leave yourself behind,

beat inside me,

i'll be with you.

Xuan Yu's birthday party

so long

i miss you.

do you?

the devil inside calling

doop.doop.doop.

as the clock is moving, i wish i have the super power to make it stop.

i was waiting for the malaysian studies exam to start.

first section, second section and the fourth section is is okay with me but the third one , im not so sure.

well well,

it was actually better than moral education.

well, after all the exams,

i still have some important stuff in hands,

i have to finish my malaysian studies and moraleducation assignments by this end of march.

i was freaking tired man.

okay okay,

i think im very lazy to blog now.

i should get going.

watch anime:DD yeah:D

pumping.

do you know driving can make human's blood circulation flows in speed way?

yeap, the fact is so true.

whenever i was driving,

my tension and confusion increase in no time.

and that makes me nervous and kept me sweat all the time.

it was 3 o'clock afternoon.

my teacher drop by at my house,

he lead me drive on high way,

OH MY GOD. first time driving on high way.

it was actually thrilling but yet scary.

hmmm. the clutch thing is actually driving me crazy.

the gear just can't co-operate with the clutch fluently.

well, whom i'm going to blame for ?

i just have to get the driving skills practically.

okay. so i was driving,

the teacher beside me keep talking and instructing me what to do.

i followed and it was good at first.

but looking at the other cars driving ,

it makes me feel stupid.

the worst was, i got horned by some other idiots who don't understand at all.

alright then, i just have to take practice and practice with the clutch thing and all.

bear in mind,

you just have to deal with the impossibilities.

oh, today's Chei Ling's birthday.

i need to apologize that i didn't get to celebrate with you since i promised you that i will.

well, still i hope you be a happy-go-lucky person at all times:)

have a blast!!:D

p.s.youknowilovedyouandnowistilldo.

do you knoe me?

hello, stranger.
since you say hi in sudden but still you're a stranger to me.
i talked to you for a few minutes, it didn't mean that we really know each other.
a true friend doesn't have to be in this way.
well, it makes me feel disgusting somehow,
despite i talked to you in normal way just don't make you suspect anything wrong,
but i'm just feeling escape is the only way.

you keep saying: so erm, do you wanna come out and meet up?
haih.. a guy friend is good. but it seems like meeting up a stranger is such danger,
i don't want myself to take risks,
and don't want my friend worry about me.

so i choose to ignore.
the first thing i do is,
* run, run , run , run ,run..
* devil run run devil run..
hahha:DD


okay, finish laming.
and release something that bothers me is somehow soothing:)

well well well.
i think my blog is officially dead.
BUT i want it to be alive again, hehs.

I'm relieved that media appreciation's assignment is done.
i was thinking of taking some break but there are more is coming up.
i'm tired and it's actually great because you're not wasting your time to do something reckless.
I listen John Meyer and Taylor's Swift's song nowadays.
their genre is almost similar, that's why i love them so much:D
And thanks to Zoe, I'm one of the Anime fans. hmmm, Maid Sama is great.

I was heading somewhere that i'm not used to be.
and there are times that i want to turn my back but that is why people saying" keep looking forward."
i miss my friends , not only primary ones but also secondary ones.
i was wondering what they are all up to.
i can hardly remember every single memories with them but happiness is the only thing i found.

oh. i;m getting fat.
i just don't understand why foods are so tempting that makes everyone wants more.
when people talking, the thing i only do is eat eat eat:DD
but eating is good, stress released.

okay, finished babbling something lame.
just feel typing,
and now i guess it's time to do my another assignment which is the Intro to mass com.
aiks, once again,
college life is sucks.

p.s. iwanttotalktoyoubutwhereshouldistart. i wish you know what I'm trying to say.