do you knoe me?

hello, stranger.
since you say hi in sudden but still you're a stranger to me.
i talked to you for a few minutes, it didn't mean that we really know each other.
a true friend doesn't have to be in this way.
well, it makes me feel disgusting somehow,
despite i talked to you in normal way just don't make you suspect anything wrong,
but i'm just feeling escape is the only way.

you keep saying: so erm, do you wanna come out and meet up?
haih.. a guy friend is good. but it seems like meeting up a stranger is such danger,
i don't want myself to take risks,
and don't want my friend worry about me.

so i choose to ignore.
the first thing i do is,
* run, run , run , run ,run..
* devil run run devil run..
hahha:DD


okay, finish laming.
and release something that bothers me is somehow soothing:)

well well well.
i think my blog is officially dead.
BUT i want it to be alive again, hehs.

I'm relieved that media appreciation's assignment is done.
i was thinking of taking some break but there are more is coming up.
i'm tired and it's actually great because you're not wasting your time to do something reckless.
I listen John Meyer and Taylor's Swift's song nowadays.
their genre is almost similar, that's why i love them so much:D
And thanks to Zoe, I'm one of the Anime fans. hmmm, Maid Sama is great.

I was heading somewhere that i'm not used to be.
and there are times that i want to turn my back but that is why people saying" keep looking forward."
i miss my friends , not only primary ones but also secondary ones.
i was wondering what they are all up to.
i can hardly remember every single memories with them but happiness is the only thing i found.

oh. i;m getting fat.
i just don't understand why foods are so tempting that makes everyone wants more.
when people talking, the thing i only do is eat eat eat:DD
but eating is good, stress released.

okay, finished babbling something lame.
just feel typing,
and now i guess it's time to do my another assignment which is the Intro to mass com.
aiks, once again,
college life is sucks.

p.s. iwanttotalktoyoubutwhereshouldistart. i wish you know what I'm trying to say.

help me

give me a break.
please? I'm weary till can't feel myself.

you know what?

I feel pleasant when i hand up my first assignment-English.
well, i wish i can get good marks from Mr.Antoon:)
first thing first, i have to talk about my class.
well, my classmates are always in a hyper mood and wacky at all times.
their favorite is camwhoring i suppose.
so you can see that i have bunch of pictures in my facebook profile.
but taking picture with new friends are great:)
well, mass communication can teach a person to be sociable.
telling the truth that i'm not really good at it but at least when i try, i really do learn how to social.
one of my classmates, Charlie.
She's smart, gorgeous, observant and funny. She's very kind to you when sometimes you feel helpless at something.Never say she's pretty, because she'll be blushing straight. ain't doubt that the face is as red as tomatoes:D

another new friend, Diandra.
She's random, pretty, winsome, and can be lame sometimes:)
She's very tall, taller than me. well i used to be the tallest girl in my class when im in high school but i just can't deny that her height made my life miserable:D
oh and her close friend, Chia Syin.
She's like Diandra, so friendly. and when you look at her, the only thing you can see is a girl with spontaneous smile that can made your day:) oh, she's an awesome photographer too:D

hey hey. you there?
if you're there, i wish that you can see i'm moving on well:)
and one more thing,
i wish you live your life to the fullest,
since you're nowhere that i can see,
i still wish you are happy,
because that's what matters to me:)

you love a person doesn't mean you have to own them,
that's what im saying:)

assignments

The first assignment that we really have to pass it up in two days time- english.
pfft. My english teacher is a weird guy i have to say. Everything that comes out from his mouth is rather weird and somehow we get annoyed. Everytime when we finish his lesson, the first thing that popped out is " what was he saying just now??" * give a noob face*

The second one is my favorite overall, Media Appreciation.
talking bout the video takings, and about movie reviews and lots more.

I'll be busy i know.
But still i can't and won't forget about my friends.
Cause they're the most precious one to me.

and even him.
no matter how busy i am, i'll still thinking about you.
which is one of the impossibles for you to do the same:)

grown up?

To tell you the truth, i don't really get used to this new environment.i know i have repeated this several times but yet i just want to release it out.

i heard some people say that " if you can't forget the old ones, how are you even deal with the new ones?" it's not all bout you can or not, it's about you want it or not.Sometimes, i even asking myself that whether i can deal with the new friends, deal with the new environments, deal with the surroundings. can i really manage to do well in taylor's university.can i really play with my old friends like last time instead of meeting up new friends. uggh, i hate that "old" word.

anyways, i miss Soniya. my high school the most wonderful indian girl. she's working at the law's company now i suppose. i can hardly contact her and know her updates. Life is always playing people's faith.

i miss playing games and hanging out with my friends. now i'm currently starting my two assignments which is moral education and malaysian studies.

assignments need a lot of group work and stuff and i don't know whether i'm picking someone right to work with. i just want to get good grades and don't want to let my parents down , and the main is don't wanna waste money.

silence is what i'm doing now, i just can't feel myself. i'm lost now.

what i need is a big hug and some rests.

actually..

college life.

SUCKS.