wishings..

if u are a dreamer,

a wisher,

a liar,

a hope-er,

a pray-er,

and magic bean buyer,

if u are pretender, come sit ny my fire,

for we have some flax-golden tales to spin,

come in, come in!

so when we meet?

yee shuen.wai kin(dudes)

hui yen.mai tan.xin yee (sisters)

choi mun.me.chi yan.mun yi (crazy mamas)

haih..miss u guys!

cant't wait to see u guys!

still go on..

so..tell me how u guys celebrate your christmas.well, im not gonna tell you how i celebrate, is a secret, hah. i just starting nervous about my PMR results. tan told me that she don't care how many subjects she fail but to knw how many subjects that she can get A. this is kind of confidence she got, i must learn thoroughly. i just kept my drawer clean and started to change my books. i feel that time passes in prompt way. last friday, i went to Bangsar with my family and aunt. we just feel fascinating about the place instead going somewhere that we often go.that place is kind of weird and misery. well, we just excited about it. western ppl love to go there cause the stuff that sold over there is just unusual. so we saw a bookstore called TIMES. so the first thing that i wanted so bad is to find the book-Twilight. dissapointment appeared again, they said the book has sold out. but i still believe there is somewhere that i can find this book. just like usual, reading novel and watch some videos.i read the book-p.s i love you.is quite interesting story.reading that book suit for some cold blooded person like z.haha.lame, huh?and ya, the skirt is just look amazing in any way, angel.worth it.

i miss u guys!

i miss u guys! i miss my primary gang: angelica, yee shern, zhun zhen,jinn yih, kai ting,cheng ching, hsu hui.....and lotsz..

i miss u guys! i miss my secondary gang:mun yi, choi mun,diana, soniya,wai mun,mei yee, chi yan, jess, suet yen, mai tan, yee jin...and lotsz..

i miss u guys! i miss those students in Erican:eda, wei jian, meng yan, shang jin, kah wei, grieselle, lilies, nurdiana, mei yee,jia chi, and lotsz...

i miss miss u guys soo much!!

a reply to shern..to my dearest gang

about the primary 6 thingz...quite not remember what that we have gone through..it's past very long, isn't it?im kind of impress with ur memory..haha.well.u have one more person that has forgotten-jia lu.the girl who wears spects and short but cute.remember? im kind of miss her.well, something bad about me.im kind of lost of myself..i would not update the blog or online...anything unless im good enough..don't ask me why.but tell u seriously..maybe our friendship will affected due to my hopeless thought.don't worry.i'll be back.

falling out

Been sitting, thinking bout you
And I am wondering why were not getting along
So frustrated cause what we had was a happy home
I don't know what the situation is
But I could tell in the way we kiss we don't talk no more it feels better when I’m alone Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do
You gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn and walk away…
Baby I’m slowly falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do
How did we end up here this way
what are we gonna do
I’m slowly falling out baby
I’m tripping on silly things
Boy, I need you to meet me half way
if you want me to be with you
I remember when I be with my friends you checked on me and made time to call
But now things have changed
Now I don't hear from you at all (yeah, yeah)
Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do
You gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn and walk away…
Baby I’m slowly falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do
How did we end up here this way what are we gonna do
I’m slowly falling out
baby I’m tripping on silly things
Boy, I need you to meet me half way
if you want me to be with you
Don't let your pride get in the way
On something we worked so hard, don't throw it away
I’ve been trying to make you see everything you need is right here with me
Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do
You gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn and walk away…
Baby I’m slowly falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do
How did we end up here this way what are we gonna do
I’m slowly falling out baby
I’m tripping on silly things
Boy, I need you to meet me half way if you want me to be with you
I’m tired of giving my all
How did we end here this way
I just want to know what are we gonna do
How did we end up here this way?

just berry merry christmas!

just imagine how perfect christmas is it?

is a christmas tree?or an ice-cream tree?

at night, just bring ur lover along..

christmas is coming soon..i love to see those christmas tree that decorated with many colours..it's full of joy and happiness...well, friends and family will be fun on that day i think...presents....telling story or jokes...or maybe hoping next year will be better...oops..i don't think so cause next year is kind of busy..haiz..well just like as it says"don't grow through life, go through life."

A big thank you

sometimes, i hope they will be my best friend, forever.

the awesome three:)

ladies and gents:

i would like to give u a talk about my most precious birthday party!i was so excited till cannot sleep at nite:) it was crowded that nite and there is so many presents that i recieve!well, i just can't wait to say a big thank you to those who came to my birtday party.we just have some barbecue and steamboat.for those who are cutting down their weight, u can choose steamboat.for those who are really love to eat something that are HOT, u can choose barbecue.well, which would u like to choose?i will choose both!why?is a secret though.and.thank for dudes who sing birthday song and pushed me into the cake to make my face full of creamy thingy..thankzzs..and we played twister, true or dare.and so on.we just laughing and dancing all around just like mad ppl.well, i love to.

and really smth that made me wanna cry is someone make me feel like,im the most luckiest friend in this world:

ANGEL

YEE SHERN

U GUYS MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM UR SPIRITS:)

THANKS ALOT, MY BEST BEST BEST FRIEND:)

worth it

today went to 1u again...haha i almost sick of that place haha.....just went there with my family.we just go around and buy some clothes...we went to Marssimo Dutti and have a look...we spent there almost two hours..and finally my mom and my two sis bought something....and its total 800 something!! omg...my mom is mad today.

After buying those stuff, we headed to Ms Read to have our lunch..i ordered carbonara spaggethi with wild mushrooms ONLY...and the food was good but my stomach is gonna burst!! im too full..hehe..and after that we went to toilet...just then when we felt like going home, we saw a competition about the design...thats was awesome...i thought the designer who design those clothes was the western ppl...but those designer is just eastern ppl ONLY! how talent they are...im kind of proud of them...and the happiest thing is the male model was so handsome and cool...omg...i wont forget their looks..they were just like mix and just HANDSOME..after that, we just going home with joy:)

So we reached our home, and my sis forced me to go to temple and helped to do something..and i just followed her..at first i don't feel like wanna met those ppl over there...i don't know why but just that we are not close at all and they are so fake to me..especially kc they all.they just used to call me"little child".i was like wanna kill them and asked them to shut up.hello.im now form 3, is that too young or just look too childish for them..and when im doin something, no one will help me to do..but my sis...haih..is okay..i can understand..is just that don't feel alright...

Today is quite balance, haha, happy or sad things just appeared in the same day!awesome!

what a day!!

today..went to 1u with three dudes.they are mai tan, yeu seng, and jonathan..due to mai tan's personal problems, she has to reach there more early than we do..so i was the one who asked to go there more early to company her..when i reach there, we are just playing 'hide and seek"..she was lost and i need to find her...haha...seriously i don't know the place well so im kind of lost too:)i can't believe i don know where is the only mc donald in 1u is!!i think i better take something to cracked my head...haha.but finally i found her at the forever 21..god...suddenly someone sms me that he could not come to 1u cause no tranport..so i was damn angry cause he was the one who asked me out and he just don't keep his promise??yeu seng....you're on xuan yu's blog..and ya..im still angry a little...so only mai tan and me shop together today..

First, we went to have lunch 1st..cause damn hungry man and the energy has used up when finding the dumb mai tan...haha..guess what??we went to the sakae sushi..well the food over there overall was QUITE good..haha. after finish our meal..we just doing something funny..we just taking photo infront of alot of pupils...haha..shame shame...and i help mai tan make up her eyes...cause she just used up one colour on her eyes..pink!haha..but thats good that her skin is fair so i just used up all the colour that suit her...results quite good...her eyes looked more attractive..haha im so pro man!hehe...then when i making up her eyes..mai tan suddenly asked me that is this the place where we making up...haha.. i was like..omg..this is restaurant!!haha...and after that, we left. then, we went to buy some clothes or sort of things..then i just choose a dress for mai tan..and we went to the changing room change our clothes...then taking photo again!! why don't we be photographer when we grow up?? but..it was quite fun:)

ahem...

okay....i have to update now, cause thats really long never update....today went to the curve with my two MOST SENTIMENTAL friends....they are my best friends:) from primary school to now, we are always be good to each other, and sometime we can talk non-stop..sometimes i wonder when will we stop talking about one topic so long:)hehe, actually i love to.

First we went to the NAILS GARDEN. wow, one of my best friend, angel, her nails decorated like flowers, kind of.and another one, yee shern, haha hers is clover......honey and clover huh??(anime show)..then...angel and i went to the bread story and buy some bread ..angel always like to nag at me....haiz is okay..i can forgive u haha..AND after waiting yee shern finished her nails work...so we headed to somewhere that entertain ppl..and we play games...we have not taken any photo....but we have taken our own photo in our hearts...rite??then after playing games, we are so tired and wanted to go to the baby centre=.= don't know why we're so special...haha...okay..sleepy now..chiaoz:)happy to update anyway..and why don't we celebrate our 5 YEARS ANNIVERSARY??haha..

the happy endings

So it was their 7th month anniversary and the girl calls her boyfriend:
-Girl:I love you.
- Boy:Yeah I know everyone does!
-Girl:Really?
- Boy:Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.
- Girl:Oh...but am I only your friend?
- Boy:No...you're my girlfriend...why?
- Girl:So when I say I love you I really do mean it.
- Boy:Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.
- Girl:..........
- Boy:So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th month anniversary?
- Girl:Yeah...where?
- Boy:I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?
-Girl:Ok.

- Boy:Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?
- Girl:Ok. What time do you get off?
- Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 minutes...
-Girl:hey...I thought you didnt have work today...
- Boy:One of my co-workers called in sick.
- Girl:Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30 then?
- Boy:Yeah! and babe?
- Girl:Yeah?
- Boy:I love you.
- Girl:I love you too!
- Boy:Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.
- Girl:Ok bye.
- Boy:Bye.
*******************************************************
2 hours later...The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings the doorbell....
- Girl:Hey!(gives a kiss to her boyfriend)
- Boy:Wadssup.....you ready?
- Girl:Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?
- Boy:Ok.
They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating, they headed back to the car but before she got into the car.......
- Boy:Wait! Can I blindfold you?
- Girl:Why??!?
- Boy:Its a surprise.
- Girl:What kinda surprise??
- Boy:A big one.
- Girl:Okay but only if you promise me tat you will hold my hand while we're driving...
- Boy:I promise.
- Girl:Ok blindfold me.....

So they drove off.........and then they stopped....
- Boy:Ok we're here!!
-Girl:Where??
- Boy:Wait let me walk you to the place!
- Girl:What place??
- Boy:Somewhere!(and gives a kiss to her on the lips..)
- Girl:Baby!...The boy walks her to the place....
- Boy:Ok...let me take the blindfold off.
- Girl:Where are we??
He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at tat same spot....that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend......
- Girl:Omg...!(tears come down)
- Boy:Why are you crying?
- Girl:This is where you first asked me out...
- Boy:What are you doing the rest of your life?
(he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says 'Will you marry me?' in fireworks)
- Girl:(tears come down faster)
- Boy:I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!
- Girl:Get up!
- Boy:Yeah?
- Girl:(kisses him)
- Boy:Is that a yes or a no?
- Girl:Yes.

true love...

A girl asked a guy ! if he thought she was pretty , he said... no . She asked him if he would want to be with her forever ....and he said no . She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry ? and once again he replied with a no . She had heard enough . As she walked away, tears streaming down her face, the boy grabbed her arm and said....You're not pretty you're beautiful . I don't want to be with you forever . I NEED to be with you forever , and i wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die ... I like you because of who you are to me . Your a true friend , if i don't get this back i'll take a hint . Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.

aha!! gotcha!!

hmm...i guess im a little confused about love....

don know how to help my mai..

sorry dude

im not calling for a second chance

give me reason but don give me choice

cause i make the same mistake.....

olympic ends

omg.....olympic ended yesterday...i was watching the closing ceremony..that was awesome but not as gygentic as the opening ceremony...i watch all the events like, swimming, diving, cycling, badminton, gymnastic, weightlifting, and the athelics...one bad news...the first asian who can run faster than the western,Liu Xiang has given up..at first, i really excited and waited him to run but something wrong with him in sudden. his leg...i can see his pain...when he gave up his run, the whole china was so disappointed and so the couch....he cried...im feeling so desperate when i was watching this scene..not because he cannot get the gold medal...but just worryig about his leg..everyone scared that he would not able to run again...but he said that he will not give up...im so happy when i heard that...what a sport man...beijing rox!!well, the next olympic is in London so see u then!!Liu Xiang!!

p.s i love you

My sweet song

It's been a long time

What'd you come around here for

Cause that old love is gone

And I've since carried on

Thought I was rid of you for sure

Oh my sweet song, you don't sound so sweet no more

Please don't sing to me

Cause it hurts me to hear the melody that was

Good to me before

Oh my sweet song, you don't sound so sweet no more

Oh you said love was forever and you told me love would never

Break my heart, and I believed you as

I fell That's all over, let it go,

You're just a song I used to know

And your fantasy, it don't work for me

Go and pick on someone else

My sweet song

Guess I'm stuck with you

And someday, I'll find the love

I'm looking for

Then my sweet, sweet song won't sound so sad no more

My sweet,

sweet song,

I'll guess I'll always be yours

Toby Lightman - My Sweet Song

memories can't hold tightly..

im afraid our friendship can't last any longer....

(please someone help me to escape)

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings
but that's the path I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

happy birthday my beloved mun chi!!

haha....yesterday was my sister, mun chi's birthday, she was look great.before the birthday party begins, i was helping my mother to prepare those foods which is to serve the audience..haha, seriously it is very fun...and the most happiest thing is im a helper of the future chef, kc.he really knows how to cook and how to entertain people..and i wantd to give my sister a surprise so i decided to buy a shirt that my sister wanted for ages...haha, her drems come true AND...she has a new interests now, is to collect the toys-BEAR BRICK...haha, she is realy special person...although she is a bit tomboy but this is what god give her, so appreciate it...and that night we were all wet, because we have play games-true or dare and throwing water balloon.i hope my sister have the most memorable birthday...i love her more than words can say....

school is....hell

today i was so tired because i had pjk yesterday and had a stretching test...i was so hard and i seldom do it so i did it not flexible....teacher gave us some times to warm up to make sure that we can did it better....haih what to do...my leg is so long...first person that teacher called is.......,and so on and so on,is choi mun's turn, she is the first person who can make people say' wow'...she is flexible....i think the reason that make her can reach to her legs is because her legs are short haha.....i think i did it not bad...in average level...but i need to practice more so that i can as flexible as choi mun..haha...and although mai tan's leg is long but she is in average level too...haha...what a sporty day...but of course because of this i am so tired...i want to sleep now...ciaozz..

happiness gone

it's been four days that i have not seen him....i thought he just lazy to come or anything.....but when i saw his blog, writing that he is changing school, one more haircut....i saw it with ashtonishment.....why is that to be happen??why he is changing school??i don know....totally blank in my mind...it is better that he let me see him one last time, but it was too late, he's gone....besides, im out of the gang too, im not with choi mun, diana, wai mun, pei ting yean nee, chi yan they all....why??i don know since when i was not talking to them anymore..they do not need me anymore....whowants my caring...what they saying...im totally out of it...im look so tiny, tiny until that they can't see me....i think if someday im gone, there is no one realised that.sometimes, i was thinknig what i have done??did i done something wrong or i irritate them??actually the problems is the distance between us...what i wish for is to be always simple and nice.....i don't want loneliness appears in my life anymore....not now.....

end

hah!!im so happy that my geografi project has done!!im so free now. but finish my geografi project doesn't mean that i don't have to do the kh project...haih...nowadays i have to rush with doing those projects..im getting mad with this year...but never mind..i think it will be fine soon...but! PMR!! haih...okay i agree that this year we should not rest but to work harder...today mun yi come to my house for the projects and of course i quickly help her cause i have not done my jadual and grafik..hehe...finally i used 26 pages to print out her project thing...of course that is not for free....she have to pay....hahaafter that she went back home, im so happy because tonight we will be going to 1u to celebrate Happy Father's Day!!!!we will be going to watch the "Kung Fu Panda"......funny movie....let's check it later..

fated to love you

徘了徊了走了错了哭了懂了累了倦了困了 烦的乱的梦的都是真的
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的浮躁的梦过的 永远的失去的怎么忘呢
你坐过的沙发 困了你爱的音乐
听了我等着你等成了哀伤
我的你的他的好的坏的难的灰的蓝的黄的 酸的甜的苦的都还记得
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘得 我想要换你了真的不想要了只得疯了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了
我的快乐会回来的 只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的 离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐会回来的 只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的 离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐会回来的 只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的 离开不是你给了我的选择
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的浮躁的梦过的 拥有的失去的怎么忘呢
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的 我想要换你了真的不想要了
只得只得疯了疯了 忘了

china senzhen

hah!!!need to update somehow....i just came back from senzhen two days ago...its quite fun for being there but no souvenirs for my buddies...lol sorry guys...but fortunately there is something that i can buy...the thing is cd!!haha those cd are reallly cheap and good qualities...trust me!!and we buy some seafood over there!!and the happiest thing is i bought a new handphone...is good qualities and no fake at all...they can be trust and we must trust them if you smart enough to decide.i bought many taiwan movies but i am still not satisfied cause the anime show"witch hunter robin"that i wanted for so long was not there.....but anyway there are some that i can watch when i am boring...hehe...and today (6/3/08), i went out with my friends, wei ee, wei sann,and jerry..i think..
we have fun there and we just watched The Narnia Prince Caspian..quite interesting but not as fantastic as The Forbidden Kingdom...and we went back at 12 something and so and i typing for updating...hehe peace..



(what i wish to peace is the most precious hope)
(imagine what will happen in our world)
(imagine earthquakes that happen in many country)
(there's are many thing that we can't imagine)
(maybe the things that happen is more than ur inaginaton...)(i think i better have a sweet dreams)(no regret_

mei zhe

mei zhe is a girl who really loves to dance in hip hop style, or shuffle. she is good in this.wat a active person. she is looking good person.she really love to drop some jokes on others.i really love her so much. and remember last year, when i celebrated my belated birthday, she sent me a present which is green in colour.i love green.always green. although she is one year older than me, she still my precious friend.and i always love to said that she looks like some idols when i saw her.haha.she loves to listen some hip hop song, i love to listen, either.my sis, chi chi, always love to bully her. so i called her as BIG BULLY TWINS!!!haha..she is my beloved sister too.mei zhe, always be happy and love ya.!!oh yaa, and the most important thing is u have your SPM next year but just get prepared now before regret!!think before you leap!!erm...why sounds just like a frog...haha weird...

look the steps that left behind

ahh!!finally i have finish studying my kh because tomorrow i have the exam!!i refer to kh notes which is written since i was in form 1. i looked at it and felt the way that i have gone through many things and realize that my handwriting is worse!!haha...now my handwriting is even better and my thoughts mature too.i used to write to my best friends, diana, mun, wai mun, hui mun, and lots more...i still have their reply letter because it can keeps me from forget them and it was a memorable thing..and of course, everyone has admire someone,me, either.it taken me for three years and now i have let go everything and i know the feeling, i felt freedom. but today, surprisingly, i saw someone that i have not seen him for ages, so i called him as chicken little.he reallly look like a chicken little, and my friends said that the way he ran, he laughed, he talked, is just completely look like the chicken little.my urinary bladder can't store my urine any longer, so i decided go to toilet in rush, at that moment, he came down from the stairs and talking to his friends, remember last time when i saw him, i would run away, but now, i won't have the feeling. i think he saw me, but i still dare not look at him but just pretend to look somewhere.ya , is really long that never see him, he still charming, he still a funny guy, he still him. but friends that always beside him are gone, i said before friends would not be forever. don't get cheated when your friend write to you "friends forever", haha, trust me, is just the word which are never make it promise..i would not surprised to happen this because im used to it.

wish to be

pheww!!!finally just have finish my bm and moral exam and now i can rest and barely to breath, peacefully.haihz...just felt sorry for choi mun, i should not scold her like that instead of console her. but that time i was really angry, why now she still like him?? i have give her enough time to make herself comfortable but she still said that he hurts her...omg... without man, woman can survive!!!hello!!this is not the normal thoughts that man is important to woman, without men, women still can do what they like instead of lose their own freedom!!!i hate that!!i can understand the feeling of breaking up with someone but life still have to go on rite??we cannot just stand here do nothing..we should do something that is meaningful,life will be more excited, but not this....we are still small, we don't know what is love at all, is just like a puppy love..she said i have no rights to tell her what to do...she hurts me...what she feel now is what i feel too.and because i have taste the pain, i would not hope anyone repeat my mistakes. i don know what is love at all, i had do wrong decision. really..

fake to me

someone really drive me crazy...she asked me what praveen said is that truth or not.wont she just realize that she make me have the feeling of hatred....what the pain tat i suffer is more than she does. she is so selfish without thinking of anyone.something happened and make me and her like enemy now...i just came back from toilet with jess and i heard someone called me. i turned around and looked at her, she told me that teacher asked us to do the kesan or the punca of destroying the environment in one group.so i was count in their group. i would not like in the same group as they were but i have to .when i was giving all the points that i tried the best, all the buddies of mine were calling me, i feel im safe, and free now. when i was just want to go there and help them in their points, the girl who drive me crazy look at me. she don like my buddies at all cause she thought they are failure, they are not smart. but my thoughts are more better than her thoughts. when i was with them, i was more comfortable than with her. she was wrong. she can't judge a book by its cover. she don know me at all although she was my best friend. i am so disappointed and don't know her, either. please give me a chance to let me freedom.i wont see her if the end year exam ends.

another stuff

aha! is really rush nowadays but still we are having fun. especially great times with yee jin, mei yee, suet yen, mai tan...we are really good friends..but seems like sometimes have some problems have to solve...suet yen tells me her secret all the times as jessy does=)is great to understand their world....but anyway juz wanna say that u guys don have to care what people says ,what people trying to nag but juz to be urself.. this is the most important thing that we have to mark down! thanks ya..mai tan ..when you say that i am the funniest dude in ur friends list...at that time i feel sooooo happy..hahha..

我们在一个很大的宇宙的小地球上
无论我们的肤色都在一个太阳下
好多好多年来一直都受了不少苦
怎么今天还没有找到大同的路
无论是国家 或是朋友 还是家里面
他们之间 都需要团结
在这一天 我们都需要
我们能不能别吵别闹
冷静 别再伤着心
我们能不能相处 把世界搞好
我们能不能别吵别闹 冷静 别再伤着心
我们能不能相处 把世界搞好
我们能不能
我们在一个很大的宇宙的小地球上
无论我们的想法其实我们都一样
好多好多年来一直都是顾着自己
怎么今天还不懂要从人类而起
我们能不能 有一天没有战争
有一天没有伤痕 有一天没有仇恨
痛得那么深 如果我们想看见
我们一定能实现
只需要一点时间
真正去改变 遍
我们能不能

friendship war

haiz, why would this happen?i don know?it happens suddenly without alarming. and of course im feeling lose a friend. she is not cute, she is not so fun, she is not the pro, but yes, she is my friend. i juz don know why our friendship is juz like a bomb which may explode anytime. i think i did something make her hates me or that time she is really nomood to play but im juz selfish!!not realise that and juz make fun of her. is it hard to be strangers. not exactly, but if the person is my friend, yes !is really hard to be strangers. we are friends, aren't we??i cannot stand the pain that she pretend not to see me, not to listen what im trying to explain, and at last, im feel juz like wanna smack something to release my pain and angry.where is my friend??when i need help, which friend will give me a hand. i think no, because they juz find me when they are in trouble.i really don understand what is the real friends that can count on.war:/

heaven!!!

yesterday, my mom brought us to Francisco Steakhouse to have our lunch!!Foods over there were really good...all western style.and we keep talk about the food...how its cook and all this...the lamb chop is really big! and the garlic bread is really good,i can see the chef with the satisfied smile.....haha...its really cool....after eating all the foods that we ordered...it comes to tiramitsu....wkakakka...so nice!then i went to the piano class...study music appreciation...study about the change and the style of 20th century....after that..then i went to the sakai's house,we were doin the history project..and it's really pressure that teacher said must get A...she teach me where to find the points...and having dinner in her hse...her mother really know how to cook well..and i felt that she is a friend that really cares, juz hope her that she won't felt regret what she decide....peace=}

soo proud of myself...

today...juz went out with my family in somewhere..we go to the toys shop and buy 'twister' that we expect to buy for ages...its cool...and when we reach home...we play the twister immediately..what a prompt action!!!haha.but its fun...and i thought that i bad luck...cause i have a hard 'twist'..but anyway im still win..u are loser mun chi... and when i study at 9 something ..suddenly the phone rings and i heard a news from mun yi that her new hairstyle has been accepted with many compliments...im so happy cause i teach her how to make her new hairstyle instead of the nude looks..hehe sry..don angry ya..mun yi...but its COOL...

bored..

haih...again bored, there is nothing to do in school...just do some homework and chat with those funny buddies..wakaka...we juz like to play a jokes on each other...but fun moments seems to be past very quickly...and after school..walk with ming huey and talk about her homework and i keep on listening ...AND of course buy my favourite-bubble tea!!!then went back with mun yi...stupiak girl..when we reach home..of course we should have take a bath..oooo..sexy...and watch the movie that mun yi brought...and talkng about hairstyle...haih..after sending her back home...juz to be alone to study..but some emo..haih..bored.